Taking words at face value

By people one had never met in one's life.

Such as Trump that makeup most of the stuffs he said during the Presidential debates, while it is well-known he has many skeletons in his closet.

Or people from Asia that immigrated here from countries that was not much different than North Korea.  Yet Americans took their defamations against me at face value, an Asian-American and a woman,  and helped them ruined everything that I worked 3 jobs every summer since High school to built.

While I worked nearly 24/7 with outstanding accomplishments throughout my professional career and academically.

One should never take a stranger's word at face value until such person proven trustworthy,  and is via actions - action speaks louder then words.

One should never assume a stranger shares your values or American values.

No longer safe volunteering

for Bikes for the World.

The defamations started soon after the first time the people-from-Asia saw me in the warehouse,  and spread to the employees and volunteers,  where they helped spread the defamations.

As the result, I've treated like a petty thief, and experiencing sexual harassments.  This also said a lot about the people who believed the people-from-Asia's word at face value, that had never me in their lives.

If I am White, this wouldn't have happened.  As an Asian-American woman,  I am being treated like a petty thief and sexually harassed, an aspired transhumanist/scientist /professor that taught engineering class in college, also one of the engineers that built the computer in the 1990s.

I will limited my volunteer for this non-profit,  only go on selected volunteering events where there are low probably of people-from-Asia show up, or not too many people in that event.

Previous volunteerings that I had to stop due to the reason-no longer safe due to defamations by people from Asia,  also resulted in make into public enemy #1, unable secure a job, fired soon if I did such as in the Patent and Trademark Office, or long lasting volunteering, as well sexual harassments and rape threats that now manifested in 2 failed beheadings are:
     -Fairfax County Court
     -Phoenix Bikes
    
Now Computer CORE and Bikes for the World are also in jeapody.

Gave away a $100+ french perfume

Someone gave me a perfume her friend brought her all the way from France.  She gave it to me because I was kind to her and didn't look down at her.   I refused to accept it because it is an insult to me as if I  was  selling my kindness or friendship.   She  insisted on giving it to me nevertheless,  in the Chinese / Vietnamese's way, using force.

So now I don't get in touch with her, and gave away this gift to a neighbor in the basement, in this new place I just moved to.

I don't want anything I didn't pay for or worked for, even if I can only afford to pay a penny.

Why my father abused my Mom for 35 + years

He treated my Mom like a slave.  She works and cleans after him, served his foods on a platter; and he verbally and psychologically abused her, just as people from Asia did to me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, as well the first month started my job with the Patent and Trademark Office,  and everywhere I went.

I been asking my father why has he been treating Mom so badly.  Typically, he would say "you know nothing ", typical of misogynist males answer, like most males from Asia.

Recently(Xmas of 2016), he finally open up and told me that his Chinese subordinates (immigrants from Asia) from 35+years ago told him that my Mom was having an affair with 3 other males.  So I said his subordinates had never seen or met Mom, why did they say this about someone they had never met in their lives? You not only ruined your life, but also Mom's too. 

This is why I stayed away from people that come from Asia.  Most of them are evil.

My God, my father been abusing my Mom for 35+years because he took his Chinese subordinates words at face value, who had never seen nor met my Mom in their lives.  My Mom is someone as good it gets.  Mom wanted to leave him many times, if she was financially capable. 

Why I ensure I am self sufficient since High school.  For men, no matter how stupid and / or incompetent they are, they will always fine, and many had become millionaire or billionaire if they could walk and chew gum at the same time.  It is women such as I that paid for their stupidity, even though I didn't know these stupid males.

A White Guy college student

wanted me to help him as he said he has a baby at home while working a full time job.  I had never seen this guy.  This was back in college days.

I said he should find some one else to help him.  I was working 3 jobs at the time with a full time graduate class schedule.  I've been working 3 jobs since High school.

This White male probably thought like him, my parents paid for all my college expenses.  I think he has directed all sorts of bad things toward my direction afterwards , including scammers.

They still recognized me

I deliberately dressed down, yet, during grocery shopping, people in Chinatown still recognize me, how?

Another 2008 meltdown in 8 years

 or sooner, if Trump is a 2 term President;


I warned before the Presidential election that "beware of Nazi/Hitler character like get in the position of power"

We already seen the racists such as the Alt-Right are out publically promoting their hatreds. 

Japan - the ultimate Laissez Faire Capitalism

That now the whole country is slave to a few corporations; where the population dwindles and women don't want to marry Japanese men; but do you blame the women consider how demeaning women are treated in the Japanese culture?

If you are a slave, and look at other parts of the world/West where your hard works are reward; but in these Japanese corporations, only their kids are allowed to lead the corporations, do you still work hard to ensure the success the company?

Scam alert

scammers pretending to be an Insurance company and trying to get your personal info or get your credit card number.

What do I mean by Transhumanist

Human is still so primitive, we spend most of our awaken moment thinking about reproductive urges, feeding, clothing and sheltering ourselves, no time to allow our mind to evolve, to pursuit our aspiration.

I call this the breeders era, mainly motivated by basic instinct to ensure the survival of our species.  As such, human are cruel; and consider how I have been treated by most human, I see most killings or WWIII is no different then whipping out rats.  But human have a potential to be great as evidenced by me.  And so I try to ensure the human race will continue so human can evolved to a higher form

If we live in a world where we could pursuit our aspiration, human will certainly can evolved to a higher form of being.

I wanted to create such world, where robot and other technologies do the mundane things, and free us human to pursuit, to think, to wonder..........to aspire; an aspiration era to come.

This will blow your mind, if you want to know what the future will be, watch Year Million.


My interests in college were in Cold Fusion (consider radical in the scientific field, and careers been ruined for researchers in this topic), Superconductivity, Artificial Intelligent (aka AI, I had written a program using C in the late 1980s when C wasn't used to program AI), Optical Computing and Computer Architecture.  This is why I said I would've been crazier then Elon Musk, for those who understand what all above, including Star Trek's Transporter means for the human race.  This is how I envisioned the world 'can be' in Year Million when I was pursuing a PhD in Applied Physics, an aspired Transhumanist to advance the human race.  You see why I said IPhone is just a gadget.

Links on the Universe and Quantum Mechanics:
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-1/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-2/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-3/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-what-is-space/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-the-illusion-of-time/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-what-is-space-1/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-quantum-leap/ 
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-universe-or-multiverse/

Human’s next challenge should be “to go where no human has gone before"; understand that earth will eventually destroy either by gravitational pulls into the Sun, asteroids, WWIII, etc; NOT to enable dirty old men get rich so they could grab women’s genital or watch naked teenage girls changing in beauty contests; or buy teenage girls as sex slaves and imported from India using H1B, by Indian dirty old businessmen in the Silicon Valley. 

Your Physics Professor didn't tell you that earth is being slowly pull toward the sun, and will eventual be destroy by the sun, if earth didn't destroy by an asteroid first?  You see why most scientists worth their salt have a different perspective on life, don't really care much about the superficial material world that held dare by the likes of Trump, except to fund our aspiration and innovation.  You are going to die and you can't take it with you.  Your molecules will scatter all over earth, and you might be breathing in one of Einstein's molecule now.

The eventual solution for the eventual destruction of earth is that we will be looking for habitable planets, and colonialized those planet, while those who chose to stay on a spaceship will do so as the spaceship flow through space aimlessly.

 

I posted on Washington Post's comment section

“deconstruction of the administrative state.” 

So that’s what Bannon is up to: small and decentralized government; another word, back to the old Wild Wild West era where only the strongest and the meanest survived.  This is just soooo old school, and would’ve been ahead of its time during the Clinton/Bush 41 Presidency; but is so outdated for today and the future.  If Bannon indeed read all those books, he should understand this.  Bannon should use this opportunity to prepare the population for the future where most jobs will be performed by robots.  If people said we needed to get rid of cars so horse owners can still make a living, does this make sense to you? 

The world is at a critical juncture, an inflection point of globalization and Digital Revolution (akin to the Industrial Revolution).  The last globalization ended in WWII, now added Digital Revolution to the mix.......

And please, don't raise girls as a princess, forcryingoutloud!!! 
 

Instead of the continuation of “survival of the fittest” since the beginning of life forms, human should evolve to the next level where human will focus on aspirations, where human are free and focus on innovation, creation, etc; instead of trying to survive and pay the bills.

 

So, what am I saying?  That citizen should have a mean to live on while doing creative things.  Some of the more advance countries in Europe are ahead of us, such as Switzerland “Every month, every Swiss person would receive a check from the government, no matter how rich or poor, how hardworking or lazy, how old or young. Poverty would disappear “.http://nyti.ms/1yLAJh0

 

Communism failed, and so will laissez faire economics/capitalism, even partially implemented had resulted in the 2008 Global Financial Systemic meltdown begun by Reagan that resulted in the current loss of the Middle Class, and worsen by globalization and the Digital Revolution, also contribute to the dismantle of Glass–Steagall that resulted in the 2008 Global meltdown.  Another word, laissez faire economics is saying that Wall Streeters such as Gordon Gekko will do the right thing for society.

 

De-regulation, akin to Google saying the growth is slowing, let’s go back to doing things during the startup days.  You see how scary that is?

 

Case in point of laissez faire economics/capitalism where there is no law or regulation, apply to sports such as Football where everything goes, who will win the Super bowl if there is no rules?  Or the Olympics where Russia used every means to win, and now caught cheating using drugs.

 

Countries such as Japan and South Korea where a few companies dominated the economy and the only game in town, citizen are essentially slaves to those companies; what happened when you realized you are just a slave?  I’ve worked for 2 Japanese tech companies in the Silicon Valley, one of the managers just came from Japan 6 months ago, could barely speak English, told me the word I used “concise” is not a word.  Did I mention most of the males in the Silicon Valley could barely walk and chew gum at the same time, those from Asia couldn’t tell a toaster from a computer, yet when I completed one of the most complex chip process projects on time and within budget, the males from Asia took the credit, I was fired, and scums rise to the top and the Silicon Valley are now full of scums in top level management, just like the novel “Lord of the Flies”.  Then tech talking heads keep saying they can’t find qualified American candidates, need more H1Bs, and been using sophistries and logical fallacy to justify why so women in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry. (http://casesynopsis.blogspot.com/2016/01/logical-fallacy.html)

 

Countries with weak central government such as Mexico, India, etc, where a few men are filthy rich, and the rest of the population are dirt poor, because like Microsoft, they used their power to ensure they will dominated the market, especially those connected to the top government officials; unlike America where we had a strong Middle Class, and so we have the most Billionaires, and the most educated that led to the most aspired population (ie  Sci-Fi and TV shows such as Star Trek) that led to the most innovative country.

 

Microsoft had dominated the software since the 1980s.  It used it’s dominancy to destroy every software initiatives that might threatened Microsoft’s dominancy such as Linux and oh so many software startups, and lives destroyed in the process.  I didn’t want to go into software because there were so few jobs.

 

Europe was decentralized, and decided to form the European Union after realizing they can’t compete.  Also, Putin has been using divide and conquer in Europe.  If Bannon had read “The Art of War”, he should know this.

 

Bannon also should think about how a decentralized government similar to Europe competes with Russia and China. 

 

Neither Communism nor Laissez Faire economics/capitalism had taken human nature into consideration, therefore is dorm to fail. 

 

And Bannon’s boss’s antic of grabbing women’s genital is part of this “survival of the fittest” that is motivated by the most primitive instinct - to procreate to ensure the survival of our species.  

Stalked by an Asian male

As I look for gifts in TJMaxx, this Asian male in his 20s and 30s, wearing green clothes, keep looking in my direction while pretend to be shopping. 

I didn't feel safe and left.

The latest propaganda against me

"she's a racist", in 2016.   Previous propaganda that make me into public enemy #1

Mostly by Asian women from China, Taiwan, Vietnam, and now Korean in college age, often fresh-off-the-boat type.  They were telling a white male they were with at the time that looks like they were dating or in a romantic relationship. 

If these White males were looking for a Tiger Mom.  They are going to be in a big surprise.  I don't think they have any idea what they are getting themselves into.  The first glimpse into who these Asian women are is by looking at how they attack someone (me) they had never met in their life.  They knew full well what it means to call a racist that make a person into public enemy #1, someone (me) they had never met in their life, just a chance cross-path with, or the white male they were with happened to look at me.  This should send chill up your spine, if you have one.  http://nypost.com/2015/01/13/wife-chops-off-cheating-husbands-penis-twice/
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2351034/Woman-sentenced-life-cutting-husbands-penis--7-years.html

It should be noted that the author of Tiger Mom is a Yale law Professor, so why are these White males assumed all these women from 3rd World Asia are a Tiger Mom, a highly sophisticated law professor just like the author? Well, when these White males see an Asian women, they assumed it must be a Tiger Mom.  You can't make this up!!! 

So now these white males will be used like cheap tools to do the dirty deeds for these perceived Tiger Moms, and spread the propaganda of "she's a racist" around for them, and attack me where ever I go.

Assuming all Asian women are Tiger Mom is akin to assuming all American women are Leave it to Beaver's Mom or Brady Bunch's Mom.

Trump won because

Confluence of many forces.  The tale-tell is who voted, mainly the redneck counties in the Mid West and the South, and mostly 35+ White males as the electoral-college.

FYI, I volunteered to canvass for Hillary as soon as Trump became the GOP's Presidential candidate.  I had warned in WaPo when Trump was the finalist on the GOP's Presidential ticket "current condition is conducive to Nazi like characters to get in the position of power".  Since I knew ahead of time, and did my best to prevent the worst, including canvassing for Hillary while suffering from PTSD of afraid of people from Asia and leaving the house, to the point during canvassing, I was so afraid to be out that I sweat and my body shake, that I had to go to a stair way to get over the fear, yet I continue for months without stopping; I was not surprised Trump won.

The major contribution to Trump won was the social media, aka information war.  Like Pizzagate, Gamergate, and my case of making me - an aspired Transhumunist, a public enemy #1; Alt-Right such as Breitbart (http://bzfd.it/2y0emcM) incited those with the following hidden resentments (racism, sexism, etc) that is not allowed to express openly; but I knew because I personally experienced as an Asian woman engineer that targeted by Asian operatives using fake news.

   -  Dem's 8 years of Presidency term is over.
   -  Hillary's team adopted what they thought was Obama's win in 2008: a young White guy with an old White guy ran Obama's campaign without understand really why Obama won; that's because most of the team members were tokens without substance; while an empty suit without substance (males version of Paris Hilton), a braggart and a dirty old man won because 80-90% of Americans will believed anything anybody say.  If someone said it, they will believed; as I learned working in the Silicon Valley and the Patent and Trademark Office, that being spread in the NYC as well the DC metro.
   -  Hillary's team consisted of tyrants that fired people who tried to warn of wrong-doing such as the email server, such person, a she, was terminated by her supervisor, also a she; her civil case was dismissed and she didn't get her justice.  I came across her lawsuit while doing research for my case of employment discrimination by the Patent and Trademark Office.  Hillary has a choice of what kinds of people she should hired.  At least Trump knew he has to hire the right people to do the job.
   -  Parts of America are not ready for a woman in position of power; just as the Silicon Valley/Tech/STEM/USPTO are not ready for women to be more competent technically then males.

   - Republican party proclaimed to the first Black President a one term President the 1st month he took office, and did everything they could; instead of better their constituents lives who are losing their job, can't pay the mortgage and going homeless.  Trump is not from the establishment.

   - decades of Fox news anti government and minorities propaganda.  Who would deliberately weaken their own country?
   - Americans, White and non-white such as I, been under attacked by people from other parts of the world, mostly illegal such as those from Asia in my case (http://eeoccase.blogspot.com/) that not only make me into public enemy #1, but also 2 failed beheading on me.  We had reached critical mass.

   - Globalization (last globalization resulted in the demised of the East, the raised of the West and Nazi that ended in WWII.  2008 Global Financial Systemic Meltdown had put WWIII on the table) and the digital revolution - equivalent of the Industrial Revolution that resulted in massive shift in economic prosperity, while parts of America are still living like the 1950s, the term "Make America great again" is very appealing to them.

-  A woman candidate (breaking the statue quo) followed the First Black President (breaking the statue quo).  I was surprised the Democratic party make such choice.  The Tea Party was a sign.  The 2012 election won by a hair.  The likes of Tea Party finally got their message out to the rest of Hillbilly redneck counties of America, be it took 8 years.

 -  A woman candidate who's been demonized for decades, and is still married to Bill.  Hillary was the weakest link and a woman when Bill was raising up the rank  and became President, and none of the scandals sticked to Bill, hence the term Telfal Bill; and so Hillary became the lightening rod, the weakest link. 

   -  Comey's letter; because some people just needed some reason to go against Hillery.  They knew Trump is the wrong choice.

   -  Wikileak solely advantaged Trump and the Republican party.
   -   Fake News
   -   Reporters didn't do their job to vet Trump.  The media bosses knew many of Trump's skeletons.
   - Hillary had never learned to hire the right people to do the job, case in point was the RESET incident with Russia, then the Benghazi where some the best died. 
   -  Jon Stewart wasn't there to point out the ridiculous, and do the job of reporting.
   -  3rd Party Johnson gave people didn't want to vote for Trump a choice.
   -  inexperienced/haughty/out of touch  campaign heads.
   - Brexist taught them nothing.
   -  Trump ran his campaign as if he has nothing to lose.  He ran such that he can be in the "driver's seat" as said by one of his sons, in making deals.  Mainly to promote his TRUMP brand because his brand is on it way down, then someone (Minchin?) advised him to run for President because Trump has been braggart about running for years.  I said this because Trump and everyone around him have done everything to enrich themselves, including open a charity.  They didn't have a strategy other then incident racism and sexism that got the redneck counties of America's electoral-college voted for Trump.  Refusing to acknowledge racism and sexism exist don't mean they don't exist.  I've been enduring such every time I go out of my apt in Arlington, VA.  2 failed beheadings (see pic) on me by Asian coworkers working in the Patent and Trademark Office for being an Americanized Asian woman.
  - The only non-establishment from the Republican Party was voted by the people as the Presidential candidate, and now the President of the United States, despite Hillary Clinton won the popular vote.
  - Counties that traditionally voted for Dems, didn't this time; and were visited by Trump.
  - There were people didn't bother to vote because every news organization reported Hillary is going to win.  My housemate's church even told them Hillary was going to win.  There was also a report saying Trump's campaign didn't think he is going to win, which was a ploy, most likely came from Steve Bannon.
  - I was sent to canvass in many of the same locations multiple times.   People were so annoy they slammed the door at me, or even called the property manager to kick me out.  These people most likely take their name out of the Democratic party.
.......

 -The people couldn't believed Trump could win just as those couldn't believed a Black man could be elected as President.  They woke-up got organized, in addition to the establishment completely forgotten they were there to serve the people, not themselves. 

   -So why would someone such as Trump a bither?  He is not stupid.  Like so many Tea Partiers, they can't just come out and say "I hate having a Black man as the leader of the highest office that preside over me", so bither is just a pretext to take him down.  Now that Trump is the President, I am sure Obama feel the same way I did when my subordinates ousted me and took over the Emulation project.  It is a fitting punishment!!!  And they failed miserably, the company 3DFX that hired them went bankrupt soon after.  Those in the field recommended them said they just don't understand why, these people seem to didn't know anything; because they didn't think a woman could run one of the most complex bleeding edge projects in chip process, and was the only one the world could do such on time and within budget.


If Hillary won, women will experienced backlashes.  I hoped Hillary's lost will make women finally realized women are still being discriminated against, and it is still a man's world just like the 1950s, as I've been treated in the USPTO/Silicon Valley/Tech industry/bike world.

Despite sexual assaults on women, and on video saying grabbing women's pu**sy, in addition to saying in a rally gunned a person down on 5th Ave. and Trump would get away with it.  Trump is now the elected President.  Then there's Bill Clinton's womanizing "fake news" through out his Presidency campaign, and Monica Lewinsky; while all the "fake news" hurl toward Hillary Clinton were taken as facts, as if she is a lightening rod.

Now that sexist/misogynist realized how close a woman become President, and won by the popular votes, there will be a concerted effort to target any women that have the potential to be great, just as the Silicon Valley/Tech industry did to Ellen Pao and I.

During canvassing, many of the young women supported Bernie refused to vote for Hillary cited years of demonization of Hillary.  I was especially impressed with one young African American woman as she was very informed.  I told them being a women engineer that excelled in tech jobs over the males, I was targeted, demonized, make into public enemy #1 that now is all over the DC metro; there were also 2 failed beheadings here in Arlington VA.  I explained when women break the statue quo, in position of power, and/or successful, we are targeted and make into public enemy #1.  I gave them my blog.  Now that we know most of the Trump appointees for top government positions, I hoped women realized women and minorities Rights are at jeopardy. 

Looking at who voted for Trump, mainly the redneck part of the country.  They were voting for a White man.  I was surprised the Democratic party supported a woman - Hillary Clinton to be the next President.  Why I posted in Washington Post comment section the VP must be a White man, preferably Bloomberg.

Most Americans were surprised a Black man won the election in 2008.  No one expected that.  Since then, the likes of Tea Party tried to "make Obama a one term President".  They weren't organized enough in 2012.  But finally, they got organized in 2016.  

In essence, the likes of Tea Party in their mind, are "taking their country back" or  "make America great again".

Then a woman chosen to run again Trump.  Now not just the racist, sexist are mobilized to vote against a woman to be President.  Obama (Black) and Hillary (woman) are breaking the statue quo.

White well-off are still refused to acknowledge there are rampant racism and sexism.  It is akin to Paris Hilton trying to understand poverty.   I am experiencing racism and sexism every day here in Arlington/Alexandria, VA, including in a group home by people from a 3rd world and non-profits.  Look at the Executive branch -  Senate and the House, and even the President Aids are dominated by males. 

Disenfranchised White, mostly males, voted for Trump.  Disenfranchised Muslims become Islamic terrorist.

Here is what I’ve been saying since 2004 – We live in interesting time.

Here is a short version:

We are going through a globalization and digital revolution – the equivalent of the Industrial revolution, in addition to policies such as the Trickle-Down economics from the Reagan era, that worsen the gap between the rich and the poor as you see today.  Then the likes of Faux News keep telling their audience that the government is to blame, for decades.  Well, the Republican Party that held the House and Senate refused to sign any policy proposed by the Obama Admin meant (a Black man as President) to stimulate the economy, and said it out loud to make him a one term President.  And so polices such as Rebuild Infrastructure to create job never passed, and so White males suffered.  And so the rest of the country see the government is dysfunctional and not looking after their constituents.

Then a Black man elected for President.

The last globalization ended in WWI and WWII. 

The last 2008 Global Financial Systemic Meltdown put the possibility of WWIII on the table.  Also, when the Presidential Race begin, I warned here in WaPo comment section that “current condition is conducive to Nazi/Hilter like character get into the position of power”

But if is a man running against Trump, he would’ve blew Trump away.  Despite Hillary is the most qualified candidate, she lost; just as I had been experiencing in the STEM field my entire career.

For those still don’t believe are rampant racism and sexism, that’s why Hillary lost and Trump won.

Hillary won the poplars vote while Trump won the electoral-college vote, which is dominated by males, just like the House and the Senate of Republicans.

"To embarrass her"

So the defamation instigated and promulgated in the Patent and Trademark Office the first month I started the job, that begun as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, by people from Asia and ghetto Asians in a well organized and well-planned for over 20+ years, now saying they did this to me because "to embarrass her"; that would be akin to saying 911 was to embarrass Americans.

Trump ran his campaign

as if he has nothing to lose, that's why he spend so little money on his campaign.  He did not intended to win.  He ran for President mainly to be in the "driver's seat" as one of his son stated; most likely his business wasn't doing well.

How sick am I?

I ran out of money and had to borrow from a credit card Discover, they've been charging me ~$200 per month on INTEREST only for a  year now.  I still have to pay for the original amount of $10,000 I borrowed.

HOusemate from Middle East

I rented a truck to help me and other housemates to move as the landlord decided to sell the house.  This housemate from the Middle East keep treated me as if I can't drive as women don't drive in the Middle East.  I wanted to tell him that here in America, we drive more then we walk.

Another example of "you can take a 3rd worlder out of the 3rd world, but you can't take the 3rd world out of a 3rd worlder"

Beware of 911 again

During this transition of power, US is at it's most weakest, when the incoming President is not psychologically prepared for the job, hence why 911 happened.  Trump is not psychologically prepared, just as Bush 43.

I wanted to warn this as I did when Obama took office in 2008.  But it doesn't matter anymore, I don't have any feeling toward all these killing anymore; and I aspired and practiced as a transhumanist all my live.

Canvassing for Hillary

The older generation of educated women in their 60+ didn't need me to say anything.  They knew that women had been oppress as they themselves had, and as I has been experiencing in the Silicon Valley/Tech/USPTO and in Northern Virginia. 

White women under 60s seem to not aware that women are still being oppressed.  Most likely because they are not aware due to the subtlety and conventional beliefs, ie that women are not good in anything technical or mechanical.  Also, in their field, women achieve certain level of equality but NOT yet equal, they just weren't aware of or just didn't care.

May blamed for breaking the storage/garage

Amount all users in my current apt complex, I am the only Applied Physics researcher that had ran Lasers, an engineer that built the computer in the 1990s and ran multi-million$$ emulators the size of a refrigerator, but I may be the one to blame for breaking the garage because I am an Asian and a woman.

Breaking the status quo - bike

what if a woman such as I better at fixing bikes then the males, even in non-profits?

These people from Asia been defaming me in this bike non-profit, saying thing such as  "no one liked her; no one wanted her; she steals; etc", which all people working there reacted to such defamation soon after, and treated me as such, different then before these people from Asia shown up.

One of the Asian guys didn't even know how to unscrew, yet the non-profit took his words at face value, and didn't think I know anything about bikes; or just assumed women knows nothing about bikes.

"Fcuk you"

I thought I heard a SouthEast Asian male in his 30 or older (Asian tended to look far younger), biked between 2 sets of middle age white males, 2 front and 2 behind this SouthEast Asian male, said to me as I was biking the trail passed Wilson Blvd.

Defamation of me stealing

because the people from Asia said I steal, and so like the "The empire's new clothes", only certain people saw it.

One defamation of me stealing came out of nowhere as with all defamations of me.  I often worked 24/7, and barely had time to sleep, while those that defamed me had plenty of free time to go around bad mouthing people.  People from Asia also had accused me of being a spy or a mole, someone grew up in NYC and can be trace in NYC's school system from elementary school to Graduate school; while many of these people from Asia had used falsified paper, and/or no way of verifying their claim or place of origin.  Now we know they were stealing trade secrets all along in light of all the hackings, including the OPM.

But of course, according to them, I only steal when they are around, and only steal their stuffs; no one else’s despite other people had far more expensive things then some cheap stuff these people from Asia brought.  How do we know these people from Asia didn’t steal the stuff, whatever that is?  And why do you believe anything these people you had never met in your life said, over me who had a history of outstanding accomplishments, honesty (called honest Abe - Abraham Lincoln) and integrity throughout my life.  The rule of thumb is - if you can't trust them with your money, you shouldn't take their words at face value; or at least make sure they share your values.

Such defamation had been spread in Bikes for the World (BftW) where I volunteer, by most, if not every person from Asia that volunteered there; alone with "no one wanted her; no one liked her; she checked men's out; etc".  People who's mind set stuck in the 1950, are most susceptible to these kinds of defamation.  In BftW, Keith.

Defamed again by a realtor

Like the people from Asia, this realtor went behind my back and bad mouthed to both of my housemates, and got them both against me. 

I believed the realtor told my housemates something that is completely false.  So I texted both of my housemates the text messages (this is why I like everything to be in writing), in which I said it has been days since we gave you $3300 and our signed lease, I had not heard from you since.  I was going to report this as a scam. 

Never of them understood that the realtor was deflecting his responsibility for not doing his job, and I was looking after our interests.  Both of them got on my case. 

So this is what happened in all my previous jobs.  Even whe

Sexual Harassment in Pentagon City

After I pick up some salad from Harris Teeters, on my way back crossing the Pentagon Fashion Center court yard near Starbucks, one Black guy dressed in dark blue t-shirt, medium build and about 6 ft tall, walking toward my direction staring at me as if he knew me, when he got close, he grabbed his crotch and moved it up and down while staring at me; then laughed after I gave him a disgusted look. 

I believed he had followed me from Harris Teeters, and most likely worked there.  This guy is most likely a rapist, and may even registered as a rapist that is now hired by Harris Teeters or other merchants in Pentagon City.

He is most likely heard the defamation of “she needed a man; she likes to check men out, etc” meant to incited sexual harassment, abuse and rape; by people from Asia working in Harris Teeters.  She had been defaming me since I started shopping here years ago, after I moved to the area.

Worst part, a few housemates are just exactly like this guy, acted on anything s/he heard.

In short, I am in danger.

So it was

Tiblets - the Black girl from African, that's been bad mouthing me, not just her countrymen.

Not just to the neighbors that spoken to her, but especially to the landlord, which also gotten other housemates evicted.

When she wouldn't allowed Randall to use the bathroom, I was beginning to get suspicious because when a housemate needs to use the bathroom, you don't say no.

Better lucky then good

essentially saying, don't work hard, just buy a lottery.

One housemate from Africa thought

I am from China, and is illegal.  So he has been bad mouthing to the landlord and everybody around.

He even came to screamed and yelled at me in front of the landlord and another housemate Tiblet.

The landlord told him in front me that I am from NYC.

Whenever I am well-liked/popular

by none Asian, people from Asia will started bad-mouthing me.

So, yesterday, in Bikes for the world, 2 White guys were talking to me showing they liked me, in front of an Asian woman from Asia.  I was telling them I was from NYC, grew up in the Greenwich Village, etc.  You know, having a conversation in front of this woman from Asia, not including her.  I kept looking her way trying to include her. 

Anyway, she may had bad mouthed me.  I have no prove of that, just an educated guess coming from experiences that happened  in the USPTO, the Silicon Valley, and everywhere I went wherever there were people from Asia, often as soon as they saw me. 

They will bad mouth me so that anyone likes me will hate me.  This was why I kept a low key and not be seen in the USPTO, Silicon Valley, and everywhere.

Why is Trump running for President, for the $400K salary?

$400K is about a week stay in some of his hotels/resorts.

He spent all his life making himself rich, at the expense of the little guys.  When he ran his Taj Mahal into the ground, the small business and workers never got pay and went bankrupted. 

Trump has never done anything good for humanity or society.

His admiration toward Putin as a dictator is troubling, as he also exhibit such dictatorial behavior in his reality TV show  The Apprentice.


It seems his prime motive is to advance his business dealings such as his brand TRUMP, to be in the driver's seat, to have connections.

3rd world practices

speaking bad of other

-as the people from Asia been doing to me despite they had never seen me in their lives.

-my housemate from Africa had also been disparaging me.  Recently, when her boyfriend said he likes me, or her countryman keep staring at me, when she had chance to talk to him on the phone, she disparaged.  When the landlord likes me, she disparaged me to him.  I am pretty sure disparaged to the neighbors as well.

Human nature

If everyone has access to guns, you know there will be killings.

If 300 millions of people can get a gun, you know there will be lots of killings.  This is just common sense.

If some people has a master key to every house, you know there will be a few will use the master key to go into your house and do whatever.  This is just common sense.

What if that master key is to get into computers?  What will they do?  What will people with ulterior motive do, in particular, people with anti-West or Anti-America do?

Well, now you know. 

BTW, I've warning of stealing of trade secrets since 2004.

Human, you are your own worst enemy.

When the Silicon Valley said "one off" means

they were referring to I was the only woman that was technical superior then the male, all other women are technically challenged. 

"that's the woman no one wants"

a college age male voice coming out from inside a bus of a Georgetown University white bus passed by me near the key bridge turning right.

Is this Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill's kid or related, or his enemies' kid that still believe I am Susanne Lo that's dating this Bill, and still coming after me?

While canvassing for the Dem Party of VA

This Asian male(looks like Chinese, Korean, Vietnamese, or similar)  opened the door.  A lap dog followed him.  I said that's a maltese, I got one too.  He brushed the dog with his foot to make the dog go back inside.  I asked is Eunice (name in my list) home?  I am a volunteer with the Dem Party of VA.  He mumble something.  I said what.  Then I said have you registered to vote yet?  He mumble something.  I gave him a "what" look.  So I said is Eunice home, I am a volunteer.........  

He was going to walk back inside and close the door, then he stop and looked at me again.  He probably saw the scar on my neck from the failed beheading, and started asking in a harsh tone - who are you?  how do you get this list?  I said I already told you I am a volunteer....... I don't know where this list came from, I am just a volunteer.  He then moved his body as if he was going to walk toward me and to grab me, I walked back.  I don't feel safe at this point.  He then stop, thinking what to do, then turned around toward his apt putted his hand on the door.  He then turned back to me and said in a loud stern voice as if a law enforcement interrogating a suspect - who are your affiliation?  I said I am a volunteer with the Dem Party of VA, I already told you that.  He then said who are you affiliate with? What is your name? If you don't tell me, I am going to call the police.  who are you?  I am going to call the police. 

There was a cat and mouse muse in his eyes with a contempt toward me as if I am a lower class, while he was threating me.

I then said thank-you for your time.  I am sorry to bother you.  Have a good day.  I walked away and left the building.  I then text Guy I am bugging out cited an Asian guy is going to call the police on me.



1221 S EADS Street  apt 917.  A studio $1605 per month, 1 bdroom $1760, 2bd $2515.

Not feeling safe

Like being outside at night since the first attempted beheading, I don't feel safe when any Asian nearby

While canvassing for Hillery

ran into many people from Asia, mostly from China.

If I know these people, their ignorance and innate maleficence, they had no idea what canvass is nor our political process, and so someone such as I knocking on doors, these people will show their true color of where they came from by assuming a woman must up to no good such as prostitution, etc, and spread that around. 

People from Asia in general will try to do harm to any Asian that they perceived as happy, doing - well, and/or Americanized.  Don't forget they are from a 3rd world, and this is their mentality.  After they surpass other Asians, they will then go after the next powerful representative - the Caucasian.  In short, they go after those they know they have influence upon.  As they gained power, they then go after the next immediate people that is in their way to the top.  Case in point, the Silicon Valley and the Tech industry.

They knew how stupid and trusting the American, and can easily used as a cheap tool, so they say whatever they wanted without any basis whatsoever about me, who I had never met in my life, and 99% of Americans believed them.  And that's how I ended up ousted, demonized, make into public enemy #1, at the verge of homeless, and 2 failed attempted beheadings.

You can take a 3rd worlder out of the 3rd world, but you can't take the 3rd world out of a 3rd worlder.

Landlord selling the house

Everybody must move.

An African-American young woman told me to go home

I was waiting in a self serving line in the supermarket, this African American woman in her 20s, well dressed, stand right next to me, then preceded to go to the opening of a self-serving register.  I walked ahead of her telling here I was here first. 

On her way out, she said "go home" to me.  I didn't understand that at first thinking - go home to NYC?  I was puzzled.  Only after I got home than realized she thought I was from Asia.


This doesn't usually happen in this Pentagon City area.   She could be from a predominately African-American area, where there are very limited racial diversity.  In NYC, that would be the old Harlem.

Well, in that case, I could tell her to go home too.  The only people I can't say this to is the American Indian.

Using women as a punching bag

I found this to be so common amount old males and 3rd worlders (male and female).  They don't usually taking it out on males, no matter what wrong these males had done.  But if a woman happens to be in the wrong place while a male is in a bad mood, that woman will get an ear full or fired.

Every race had experienced tragedy

in the past.

European amount each other, then to the rest of the world.

Japan toward it's own people, then to the rest of Asia.

Every race had done it to themselves.


Yet this kind of tragedy is still going on today, whether is in the Middle, Africa, Asia, or even the West. 

People built the Holocaust museum, or the African museum mainly to remember what had happened in history, and not to allow such tragedy happen again, yet we are still seeing similar types of tragedy unfolding in front of us.

Living with low lives

I am afraid to leave my room when these housemates are around.  I don't want them to see me as they may raped me as they had heard of the defamation of "she needed a man" that meant to incite rape by people from Asia.  Defamation against me been all over the Pentagon city area and the DC metro in general.

The people from Asia with the help of the Silicon Valley/tech industry/ USPTO put me here.  I hoped the same for you all.

Young White people spit afte saw me

they are in their 20s, about 5.6'. 

The movie "UNBROKEN"

When the Japanese invaded China, my uncles were taken as slaves to carry Japanese army loads while they pillaged villages and raped women, just as the load the American soldier were forced to carry as a punishment in the movie "UNBROKEN".

When encounter the Chinese Army, the Japanese used my uncles as human shields to put in front of the Chinese army.  The Chinese army had to kill my uncles to get to the Japanese.  Sometimes it means brothers in the Chinese army killing their brother taken as a slave by the Japanese.

Breaking the “status quo” for women engineers

Illustration of what happened to women engineers that didn’t follow the “status quo”.

What is the first thing came to your mind when I told you I am a woman engineer?  You would right away assume I either can’t do my job or nowhere as good as a male engineers. This the “status quo”.

What if I told you I can do the job most male engineers couldn’t or if any could do?   Then right away you would think that I must be arrogant, bad temperament and attitude. 

What if I was well-liked by all; especially top level management?  Until the people from Asia started saying “no one wanted her; no one liked her; etc” such as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women in the Patent and Trademark Office.  I had never met any of these people from Asia in my life.  Then suddenly, I was shunned, sexually harassed and abused until I either had to leave the company, or will eventually terminate.

On Fire

there is "hot"

then there is "on fire" in the "Hunger Games"

Globalization

mealy means that the world is flat. 


Again, the last globalization ended in WWII.  Will this time end in WWIII?  I said during the 2008 global financial systemic meltdown had put WWIII into play.

Trump phenomenon

Trump supports wanted an outsider.  Why?  Most of Trump supporters are Faux News watchers, as you know, they’ve been bad mouthing how horrible the government is, especially the last 8 years with a Black President, and then the do nothing Congress and the Senate that’s basically looking after their own GOP’s interests, not their constituency.

Lots of young Asian males on the bike trail

They were very happy, just like when they got me fired.  Something is up.

Spit

On a bike trail, this Chinese/Vietnamese male under 40 yo, pale and well-nourish on a bike on the opposite path coming toward me keep staring at me with a smirk.  I can hear him spitted after he past me.

Weekend after 911 in the Silicon Valley

The weekend after 911, it was like a Lunar New Year in the Elizabeth Lake of the Central Park in Fremont, East Bay of the San Francisco Bay Area, where I rollerbladed.  Usually, there were only a few people in the Park and only one or two Asian immigrants occasionally, but that weekend after 911 was suddenly full of recent immigrants from Asia that full of joy as if they were celebrating Lunar New Year. 

One old man even unzipped his pant while he was walking toward me as if to say “fuck you”, as if these people from Asia came to this particular park to say the same to me as they perceived me as the symbolic representative of America and Americans - an effigy of Americans.  One must understand that their mind set was still as if they lived in their homeland Asia, and seeing an Americanized Asian, especially a woman, is a traitor to them and must be punished severely.  If there were only a few people from Asia, they would just left me alone or even try to friend me for survival; that doesn't mean they wouldn't backstabbed me as one did in Houston, TX; where there were very few people from Asia when I was working there in the early 1990s.  Backstabbing is a common practice in Asia, why I never wanted to get anywhere near them.

Think about that, that so many of these people from Asia, who I had never met in my life, came after me as if I killed their mother, because I am an American in America.  What would they do in America?

The followings are  very typical of the women from Asia I was working with in the Silicon Valley:

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/morning-mix/wp/2016/07/18/chinese-nanny-beaten-starved-treated-like-a-dog-in-wealthy-minn-suburb-authorities-say/

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/morning-mix/wp/2016/02/18/the-lord-of-the-flies-bullying-case-thats-sending-three-chinese-parachute-kids-to-calif-prison/?hpid=hp_no-name_morning-mix-story-c-duplicate-duplicate%3Ahomepage%2Fstory

There were a few couples that were lost as they don’t know what is going to happen to them after 911 because they were most likely H1Bs.

Thereafter, the Park constantly full of people from Asia, and one of my ex-worker, a male from Vietnam came to threaten me with physical harm.  I out run him as I was on a rollerblade, and he was crippled in one leg.  I heard his crippled leg was the resulted of a landmine planted during the Vietnam War, and was made by America.

For some reason, I couldn't forget this whole experience, and keep bothering me even today.  It is also why I said I am their effigy of Americans.


For four days, after 911, I didn't know what happened to my families and friends as all the phone towers were down.  That was the worst 4 days of my life.  I was ready to join the army; then I realized with so many incompetents in the government, they would just wasted me; just like the USPTO.

monopoly elizabeth magie

a woman invented a game LandLord and patented, a pre-cursor to Monoploy, did not get the credit for her invention until decades later.

This kinds of discrimination always get me fired up, as I didn't get the credits for my accomplishments in the High Tech industry.

Kevin, stood outside of my door

The guy upstairs, Kevin, stood outside of my door, while my other housemate, a woman college student, were taking a shower.  How creepy is that?!

Meritocracy based on Pragmatism

This is my party since 2004

Bill Clinton and Obama's successes

they both married a woman that helped them to get them where they are today; a life partner.

Backlash for women when Hillary elected

After the 1st woman President elected, there will be violence and rapes against women by misogynist, males that feel superior then women.  Husbands from the old world will be even more harsh on his wife.


The attacks on Hillary is indicative of how many such males out there.

First woman Presidential Candidate for the Democratic Party

Hillary Rodham Clinton


Yet, as a woman that excelled in the technical job, I was targeted, ousted, make into public enemy #1 and 2 failed attempt beheadings on me meant to kill me.

The tale of 2 women.

HOusemate Kevin stood behind me

when I was working on my bike, so close I could feel him.  He just walked in and I didn't notice until he got very close to me. 

He is one of the two housemates that I am afraid they might raped me one of these days.

"she is so unlucky"

Women in the Middle East, 3rd world culture, and all the women in the past are unlucky; if you call oppression of women "unlucky".

YOU??!!

So I asked what kind of person this non-profit  of 3 people looking for to run, I think I have a person for you?

So this Director that is leaving the non-profit, who was rarely in the shop said  "YOU?!"  

Mind you, I had successfully ran one of the most complex, bleeding-edge, multi-million$$$ High Tech project in the chip design process, and was the only person in the world could do such, this 60+year old White male said  "YOU?!" 

sharp pain from the stabbed throat again

when I yawn; or just cramps.  Less so recently.  I couldn't take big bites when eating or drink water fast.  Food still goes into the windpipe a lot so I choked and cough.


In addition to the turkey neck, and the scar I see every morning and night remind me of my ex-cowkrers did this to me meant to kill me

Not getting my birthday gift

someone out bid me on Ebay

So tired couldn't sleep

can this be possible?  I only moved bikes for 5 hours yesterday.  I must be getting old.

Just think, the people working for the Bikes for the World had to do this as a job.

I care about this Nice France attack

or any attack/killings/violence, as much as people cared about a woman that excelled in the job is systemically targeted in the USPTO/Silicon Valley/Tech industry/STEM field, wrongfully terminated her just because it was funny to  these males, make into public enemy #1 in the DC metro/Silicon  Valley/Tech industry and everywhere she went, and 2 failed attempt beheading(s) meant to kill her.

The USPTO rigged the whole system against her.  The EEOC ruled against her and the Civil Court dismissed her wrongful termination case on her first pleading despite overwhelming evident to support case.

Then the USPTO rigged the whole social service so that she can't received any help, nor Medicare so she can't get cancer treatment to ensure her death and go homeless.  Also her Unemployment Insurance ended abruptly.

If there is such thing as karma.......consider what happened to me, it is evidenced there are very few decent human beings, especially in the Silicon Valley where today's gold rush is happening.  Even many of these so call non-profits, are mainly for losers ie EJ, an incompetent and nothing but a racist, many are not really wanted to do good.

I care about this Nice France attack

or any attack/killings/violence, as much as people cared about a woman that excelled in the job is systemically targeted in the USPTO/Silicon Valley/Tech industry/STEM field, wrongfully terminated her just because it was funny to  these males, make into public enemy #1 in the DC metro/Silicon  Valley/Tech industry and everywhere she went, and 2 failed attempt beheading(s) meant to kill her.

The USPTO rigged the whole system against her.  The EEOC ruled against her and the Civil Court dismissed her wrongful termination case on her first pleading despite overwhelming evident to support case.

Then the USPTO rigged the whole social service so that she can't received any help, nor Medicare so she can't get cancer treatment to ensure her death and go homeless.  Also her Unemployment Insurance ended abruptly.

That's how much I cared.

My seat/bed smell of semen

Been smell of such for about a week.  It means a male unlocked my room door while I was not home, seat on my seat/bed and ejaculated semen on my seat/bed.

After I changed the seat cover, it still smells of semen.

Had not find anything missing

"she is a slut"

as I was biking home from volunteering, by a young Asian woman telling her boyfriend (Asian) on the sidewalk.  I am usually cover-up with a helmet and a fishing hat, so how do they recognized me, especially I rarely leave the house?  This is the case all over this Pentagon City area by these people from Asia (mainly Chinese and Vietnamese) or ghetto Asians.

I couldn't believed it was so late at 8:15pm, because there was still daylight

If look could kill

So I was biking pass by a little park to get to the bike path every day.

But today, there was this African American woman in her 40s-50s, sitting there on the bench in her office suit, suddenly looked up at me with an angry look as if I killed her child, that if look could kill, I would've been dead.

I had never seen her in my life.  Could she be Don's (previous manager) relative?  possible.
Was she the enemy of Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill's enemy that mistaken me for Susanne Lo?  Possible.

She looks like some of my students where I volunteered to teach adult computer skills.  Most of them arrived here as refugees.

Why DC metro so hillbilly redneck?

This is suppose to be the capital of the world, yet the majority of the people are just a bunch of hillbilly redneck that have very understanding of the rest o the world, at best, a bunch of Paris Hilton (Bush 43) lived a privilege and charm life.

Just think, these people are planning world order, wars, etc, and so the curry mess, and may lead to WWIII eventually.

globalization

so far, talking heads understanding of globalization been blind men and the elephant.

Living with a ankle biter

GAWD!!  July 2, 2016

A big male from African housemate tried to intimidate me by screaming and yelling at me.  I yelled back like a typical NYer.  He thinks I am here illegally and threatened to call the police.  I said I will call the police and sue him.  Males like this from a 3rd World don't like women acting as an equal.  They may accept another male complaint about them or yelling back, but not a woman.  They will do something harmful to the woman/me challenged their supremacy so they feel like a man again, typical of any 3rd world male.

I wonder how many Americans understand this?

Someone like this guy could easily be manipulated to become a terrorist.

July 3, 2016
That being said....so, I feel dizzy after a bike ride.  This had never happened, and I've been riding a bike like this for a while.  Is it possible that this Housemate put something in my food as a form of revenge?  It is very possible.  This guy has been hostile since the day he moved in, and I've been unsettled since he and another new housemate moved in.

Or it could be my cancer is acting up.

July 5, 2016

This male from African continue to be hostile.  A home is supposed to be a peaceful and restful place.....

Women's and Men's role

Women innately good in managing and planning for the future, and so management position and public servant are ideal for women.

Men innately good at risk taking, as such, the Darwin Award will be dominated by the male gender for decades to come.

Since men are more muscular, hence the traditional role of a hunter; while women have to use her brain to survive, and so anything required using of brain, women will excel in such as in STEM.

Aspiration for girls

been to be married a good husband and have a family.  This been the aspiration for women since the beginning of time, and not married is seen as a failure; while boys were aspired to be great. 

As an outcast from American society, including the Asian community, I was never

Jealous housemate

This woman housemate Tiblet was nasty toward me and the 2 new women housemates when I helped the landlord found 2 nice women housemates.  She and her countrymen then bad mouthed me to the landlord, the landlord (a yokel) started screaming and yelling to those 2 new housemates and me.  They both left.  One left within  a month.  I wasn't quite sure the reason as I often gave her stuffs from my sister, shared food and other stuffs.

Now again she is nasty toward me when I am close to this new housemate.  I wonder if she and her countrymen are going to bad mouthed me and this new housemate to the landlord.

Her jealousy stemmed from the fact that people liked me, and tended to be more friendly and closer to me.  Another housemate, also from Africa, said "no one liked you", and "no one wanted to work with you" appears to be very happy with a smile on his face.  This is also shared by people from Asia, also a 3rd world, in addition to racism and sexism.

HATE is a taught trait

I was biking down a hill,  3 girls of about 4 ft tall were ahead blocking my side of the path.  So I rang the bell for at least 10 times down the hill as the people ahead weren't responding.  A mother look back while extending her arm out to grab the daughter aside to make way for me when I got near them.  So it was a mother and 2 daughters.  When she saw me, she just left her daughter on my path without making way for me to pass, and said to her daughter in Spanish ".........Chino".  I assumed she must've said  "It only a Chinese".

Now her daughters learned from the mother to discriminate against Chinese and most likely Asians as well.

Typically, anyone been here in the US long enough would have automatically step aside when heard a bell ring, but neither of the 3 people did. 

People from Asia defamed me again

In this Bike for the World where I volunteer.  There were at least 2 males from Asia there.  It only takes one such as Tuan Nguyen in the Patent and Trademark Office.

I know because people treated me differently after people from Asia defamed me, such as they would treated me as if I am a thief, watched everything I do, sexually harassed me, hostility, etc; just like all other places where I volunteered such as the Computer CORE, Fairfax County Court, Phoenix Bikes. etc.  If I am employed, then this place will fired me in due time; just like the USPTO; or the Silicon Valley where I had to abscond from due to physical harm threats.

These people from Asia created a cesspool for all wherever they are.  I think the Silicon Valley and the USPTO realized it now, if not, they will be one targeted and get their reputation ruined.

People from Asia defamed me again

In this Bike for the World where I volunteer.  There were at least 2 males from Asia there.  It only takes one such as Tuan Nguyen in the Patent and Trademark Office.

I know because people treated me differently after people from Asia defamed me, such as they would treated me as if I am a thief, watched everything I do, sexually harassed me, hostility, etc.

These people from Asia created a cesspool for all wherever they are.  I think the Silicon Valley and the USPTO realized it now, if not, they will be one targeted and get their reputation ruined.

People from Asia defamed me again

In this Bike for the World where I volunteer.  There were at least 2 males from Asia there.  It only takes one such as Tuan Nguyen in the Patent and Trademark Office.

I know because people treated me differently after people from Asia defamed me, such as they would treated me as if I am a thief, watched everything I do, sexually harassed me, hostility, etc.

I may have to stop going there as well; just not safe, in addition to the incoming sexual harassment and hostilities.

HATE is a learned trait

You are not born to HATE.  You are either taught or learned to HATE.

My father has lots of issues, but always avoided expressing them to me or my siblings.  We are not very close to him.  But I am grateful my father didn't pass on the bitter and hatred to us, not even toward the Japanese that had taken most of his family during the Japanese invasion as human shield, and growing up without any parent in a war and famine environment.  To get a sense of how much he hated the Japanese, I brought a pair of Japanese chopstick without knowing anything about his feelings toward the Japanese; he had a fit, broke the chopstick and throw it in the garbage.  I didn't understand why he felt that way back then.  I was in High School. 

But that is most likely my Mom stopped my father from expressing negativity.  She took all the abuses herself and shield us from all the abuses from our father.  One reason was to prevent us from living a bitter and hatred life.  My Mom wouldn't even allowed us to say anything negative about anyone.

So while I was being sexually harassed and abused working in the Tech industry for over a decade, by people from Asia,  and almost die, I couldn't report the culprits or complaint.


During the Japanese Invasion in the late 1800s to early 1900s, many of my relatives had left China and moved to America, East Asia, South America, etc.  Prior to that, I believed there was some sort of import and export business in the family.