Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Daily Zen --------- Happiness

A man asked Lord Buddha "I want happiness"

Lord Buddha said
             
                      first remove "I"   that's ego

                      Then remove "Want" that's desire.

See now you are left with only   "Happiness"
                      
                                



Happiness does not depend on what you have or who are you,

                                                                                       it solely relies on what you think.





We are shaped by our thoughts;

                                           we become what we think.

When the mind is pure,

                                       joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.






Five points to Live Happily

1.  Know that after all,
     Life is SIMPLE.
     Do not complicate it.

2.  Be generous in your thoughts, deeds, and things.

3.  Remember that things
     go according to your KARMA......
     whether you like it or not.

4.  Humbly obey the Law of the Universe (Tao).

5.  Be positive under any circumstances.



-Buddha



The reason for our existence:            Is to ensure the survival of our species.
The meaning of life:                         Is what you make of it.
 
Life is a journey, enjoy the trip.

-----Mona-------

 

Daily Zen

"It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others."

I gained nothing at all from supreme enlightenment,

                                                                   and for that very reason it is called supreme enlightenment.

  --Zen Master


Another word, I am the carney in the coal mine.

Warning since 2004 the stealing of trade secrets by people from Asia, amount many other warnings.....

Been warning that the Silicon Valley/Tech industry/the Patent and Trademark Office treated women just as horrific as the Islamic Extremists, that resulted in 2 failed attempt beheadings on me; also revealed in Ellen Pao's court case; and why the Tech industry has so few women, especially in management. 

So far, they all got away with murder because like Wall Street, it is a man's world, including the judicial system as evidenced by Ellen Pao's court case and my EEOC, as so they make sure I understood by ensured I can't get a job anywhere, including the Patent and Trademark Office.


If there is such thing as Karma, I hoped they all get the same, for their kids, grandkids, and generations to come.

I've been practicing Zen and meditation since High School; as such, I learned everything around you, every life form, from a virus to a bug, to the earth you walk on, and the air you breath, are all part of the system to sustain our existence.  When you do harm to your ecosystem, including human, it will come back to harm you, aka Karma. 

When there is too much of one entity, such as human, it put the whole system out of balance, ie human where such entity had to fight for limited resources, and so such mini ecosystem is NOT in harmony, ie do evil.  To restore balance, Justice must be done when evil is committed.

The reason for our existence:            Is to ensure the survival of the species.
The meaning of life:                         Is what you make of it. 
Life is a journey, enjoy the trip.

-----Mona-------





 

Monday, December 21, 2015

"I have more money then you"

A Chinese/Vietnamese girl under 30 years old, either recently immigrated from Asia or been here for a few years, on a rollerblade at a bike path passing me in the opposite direction said that right in front of my face.  She deliberately got in front of my face to say that.  I had never met her in my life.  That's why it is so unsafe for me to be out in the crowd.

I used to rollerblade when I was in the Silicon Valley, as one the reasons the people from Asia see me as being Westernized/Americanized, also I used to ski which many saw me do so during a company paid vocation, hence they couldn't slander me and call me a liar when I said I ski in the winter after they asked me what do I do in the winter. 

In a Thai grocery store, a Vietnamese Mom and her ghetto daughter was telling the store owner that the daughter is MARRIED already at such a young age.   I was waiting on line and was the only other customer.  Mother and daughter said that in reference to their countrymen/women went around telling people that "no one wanted her; no one liked her; etc" about me, that this ghetto daughter is wanted by a man; meant to hurt me, make me feel bad and to make me suffered.  I had never met any of these people in my life.\

Sometimes, these women from Asia would grab merchandise out of my hand, or pushed me aside while I was making a selection while she and I was the only people in the area.  This happened a few times, not just in Asian stores.

One time, I was waiting in line to check-in in JFK, an airport in NYC.  An old Asian couple speaking their homeland tongue (Shanghai?) behind me.  When I bowed down to take out something from my suitcase before check-in my bag, the old woman raised her leg in an attempt to kick me from my back.  Then both of them got ahead of me to check in their bag, the service desk called a security guard over and took both of them to an office.

One must remember these people were from a 3rd world when bicycle was their only transportation, and was the equivalent of Americans purchasing a car.  They are the American version of the trailer trash; and Americans are taking these people's words at face value.  I had never told them I was driving a friend's BMW 7xx series at 125 mph, 2 am in the morning going up to Vermont to ski, in High School in NYC.  This would be akin to telling them a unicorn fairytale.
 

Saturday, December 19, 2015

Nefarious 2

This housemate "Flower", whom I met in the employment center, and wanted to help her as I have a mission to help other women as society been repressing women since the beginning of time, and women don't seem to realize it, especially getting them to use technology, as women conditioned to believe they are lesser of the male, and not wired to use technology.

She moved into the house after another housemate moved out.  I had given her ~$500 of branded name apparels such as leather jacket, and electronics, and tried to get her to use smartphone. 

There were many signs that she lied about her education, job experiences. and recently she mentioned she is enrolled in an MBA program in a well known university, taking 4 MBA classes.  I asked her what was her GRE score, she snapped at me.  I don't think she even know what GRE is.  She should've corrected me and say GMAT. 

She is extremely paranoid, for some reason.  She didn't want to use a computer for fear of being track by government.  She said she was working in the IT industry and didn't know how to turn-on a smartphone, nor she had ever use a touch screen or seen one.  She didn't have the fineness on a touch screen, she keep jamming the screen as if is a brick.  I had to take the phone back for fear of breaking the digitizer, which will cost me ~$200 to replace. 

2 months ago, another housemate, let's called her housemate #2, knocked on my door and told me that her mouth washer been used up, and it wasn't her.  I showed her my 2 bottles of mouth wash, one empty bottle.  She said she didn't think it was me since we been living here for many years, but she wanted me to know this is going on. 

Housemate "Flower" had accuse Housemate #2 of stealing from her, which I don't believed as #2 and I had lived here for a long time.  Nothing like this had happened.  I think she make this stuff up, also in the future, when she takes things without asking, people assumed #2 did it.   This Housemate "Flower" did that just to harm and to damage #2, because "Flower" doesn't like #2.  #2 is young, hot and is getting a degree in IT.  "Flower" wants to be a CEO and making big bucks by doing nothing. 

Anyone who's been around, should know this type of sociopath/psychopath, or malicious trolls.  "Flower" is no where as ruthless as the people from Asia, who are well-organized and well-planned just like Charles Manson.

I had always shared my stuffs with people around me.  I had given housemates token Xmas gifts, and brought foods from NYC almost every time, but not recently.  I always invited others to share my food, but not recently. 

"Flower" told me that she's been missing stuffs such as paper towels, bathroom tissues, toothpaste, etc.  I said that couldn't be me as I had given you ~$500 worth of stuffs; and when she moved in, I had put all the bathroom tissues the last housemate left in the bathroom so everyone could use it, as this didn't belong to me. 


The people from Asia, who I had never met in my life, been doing this to me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley, NYC, the Patent and Trademark Office and now the DC metro, out of nefarious intentions because they perceived me as Westernized/Americanized, including those who I had helped or friendly.  They also had accused me of being a spy/mole, which I laughed at that at the time (1990s) because we are just a bunch of common forks.  But as someone who had worked 3 jobs every summer since High School in NYC, I had experienced all the dirty tactics practiced in a working environment.  I knew that a malefactor tend to find a scapegoat for wrongdoing, sometime before the act just as the people from Asia did to me in the Silicon Valley.  So when a security guard accused me of wrongdoing, the supermarket manager didn't take his word at face value at all, but put both of us in close observation instead.  It was later clarified that I walked into the security guard forcing sex on another cashier in the stock room, and the cashier reported him, and so the security guard had something against me.  Also, their skills of manipulation and the relentlessly targeted me make me suspicious, and asked who are these people from Asia, where all were dirt poor 3rd world, how is that they were allowed or afford to come to the US.  They had to be well connected to the government, and accused me of being a spy/mole such that if the company finds out something missing, they would assumed it must be me stolen it.  And so, I had warn of stealing of trade secrets since 2004 by people from Asia, and now manifested in recent hackings, including the government - OPM. 

The people from Asia, who I had helped or at least were friends, had also partook in slandering me behind my back, but were extremely friendly in front me as if they were my best friend; also true for my ex-officemate Hung Havan and his coteries that misled people into thinking they were my friends, instead of just acquiescence and coworkers sharing the same space.  They were instrumental in getting me terminated from the Patent and Trademark Office  They passed on the information about me to other people from Asia to use against me.

They had threatened me with physical harm when I was in the Silicon Valley, and now 2 failed attempt beheadings on me here in Arlington, VA.   

Bottom feeders: racist, sexist, bigot, haters, malicious individual, avarice, covetous, etc)

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Not a computer genius

I don't believe there is such thing as genius, and anybody can be a genius if they work hard enough. 

Genius is 99% perspiration, and 1% perspiration. 

A real scientist would never think oneself is "smart""genius", as a real scientist would know how much we don't know about our universe.  Only the wannabes think oneself is "smart""genius" etc.

The evil that's been done to me since elementary school, especially in the Silicon Valley by people such as Beatrice (her name took after Princess Beatrice of England, a baby at the time.  ~40s yo woman from Taiwan.  She was working in the same company but in the lowest position, couldn't tell a toaster from a computer prior joining the company, got the job via friends, where I led projects) Chan(?) and few male engineers from Taiwan that slandered me in the most vicious way.  Most of the vicious defamation stemmed from these people from Taiwan that promulgated through-out the Silicon Valley and Tech.   Also a group of 5-7 from China in the same company, that also slandered me in the most worst possible way.  Most people from Asia went along with above sociopaths, as they are same, the difference is in degree/level of sociopathic.  I was the only woman hardware engineer.  There were only 2 non-Asian males in the whole engineering dept.   They allowed me to see the true nature of human.  This Beatrice and most people from Asia in Trident Microsystems are most likely a multi-millionaire by now.  If there is such thing as Karma, I hope the same will happened to them, their kids and generations to come.

I am just someone had the qualifications and skills to do tech jobs, as I worked 3 jobs every summer since High School.  Another word, 10+ years working experiences before graduation; as well as an Applied Physics researcher and an adjunct, had a Master's in EE, was pursuing a PhD while at the same time pursuing a 2nd Master's in Computer Science.  I was going to be a scientist/researcher/professor, but the environment wasn't conducive to pursue my aspiration, and my research funding was cut.  But being a woman in the Silicon Valley/Tech, tech companies don't like to promote women, nor engineers (especially males) like women in management position, and so forced engineers who would've been my students (was an adjunct in college) to compete with their Professor.  I had to jump from company to company to get the promotion and took the technical path as oppose to management path; as well to get away from cut-throat competition by H1Bs from Asia where they used every dirty tactics on the book because they perceived me as a Westernized/Americanized woman (educated, confident, competent, etc, and not meek/2nd class citizen as they confined women to behave in Asia, else they targeted and ruined her as they did to me).  Which they make me into an effigy of Americans, a punch-bag for anti-Americans that they seek to destroy, hence relentlessly targeted me everywhere I went, despite they had never met me in their life, just as the Islamic terrorists took down the World Trade Center/Pentagon in 911.

Additionally, tech companies wouldn't hire child bearing age women engineers, some even asked if I am married or not during job interviews.  Furthermore, racist and sexist don't want an Asian and a woman that excelled in tech jobs getting "uppity", broking the statue quo as a 2nd class citizen.  I had to abscond from the Silicon Valley due to physical harm threats by Asian coworkers, and couldn't secure a job due to the defamation spread by people from Asia using social media everywhere I went since, just as the 1st month I started the job in the Patent and Trademark Office (USPTO) and was wrongfully terminated.  And now the defamation against me are spread all over the DC metro where there has been 2 failed attempt beheadings on me (see pic), and anywhere I go where there is a person from Asia.

People from Asia's defamations had been use as a pretext for closet racist and sexist to discriminate and ousted me in the Silicon Valley/Tech/STEM, such as in the USPTO.

Most engineers had never work a day in their life prior to graduation from college, especially those with a PhD, and especially those from Asia that often still dressed by their Mom every morning.  I already had over 10 years of real world working experience before I even received my Master's in EE.  In addition to I worked nearly 24/7, and was so focus that when my USPTO supervisor Paul Rodriguez told me I was going to be terminated in 2 days, as soon as I got back to my office, I set down and trying to finish a  patent case.  That's how focus I was to achieve the 3 COPA patent cases per biweek.

The worse was mostly were recent H1Bs from Asia, or illegal immigrants using falsified paper, but never had any tech training, couldn't tell a computer from a toaster, but hired by their countrymen, that I had to train.  This is true for most companies that required engineers, there wasn't that many engineers around, so companies hired a bunch of warm bodies to fill the positions, but had no idea what they were doing.  When they hired someone like me who actually could do the job, just as in the Patent and Trademark Office as patent Class 703 patent examiner, they knew they can't keep me around.  So instead they slandered me "she doesn't know anything, etc", and since I am a woman in Tech, males of course, believing these people from Asia that couldn't tell a toaster from computer at face value.  And if someone defended me, these people from Asia would say "if she is so smart, why can't she get a job?"  while continue working 24/7 to continue to relentlessly slander me.  I had never met most of these people from Asia in my life.

As for management, think management from the disappeared Malaysia Airline 370 who were completely clueless as to how to handler the disappearance, because these management got there via nepotism or bribery.  Why most of these Asian countries such as India will remain as a 3rd world.  And that is not the worse, worst is they don't want women excelled in tech jobs over the males, because in their Asian culture, they lose face, disrespected and not a man if a woman is competent over them, as women are a 2nd class citizen in most Asian countries.  Anyone been to any 3rd world such as the Middle East or Asia knew this.


I like the word - perspicacious.

Friday, December 11, 2015

New Housemate, a dirty old man at best and a yokel

believing the defamation of "no one wanted her; no one liked her; she needs a man, etc" as so wildly spread all over the Northern Virginia (NoVa), and been stalking me.  Coming on to me on the 2nd time he saw me after he moved into the house.   He most likely just got out of prison and was from some sort of shelter.  The landlord find these people from a government program.  This is not the first time.  There was one rapist that just got out of prison. 

Is their propinquity toward me as a Transhumanist, or just seeing me as a 20something China man? 

Because of such, I had helped the landlord finding new housemates.  One was working in IMF (International Monetary Fund), the landlord screamed and yelled at her when she asked the landlord to fix the broken toilet, no cold water, leaky faucet, etc.  She moved.  The landlord is a yokel as well, no idea what an IMF is, he said he likes me very much the 1st time he saw me when I came to see the rental, and said he is divorced; but the truth is he's been married for over 50+ years and been a waiter all his life.  He said he immigrated from Venezuela or one of the South America countries.  I told him I already have a boyfriend, he said we can still have coffee and such.  I told him it is a committed relationship, and gave him a "unbelievable you would even say such thing" look.  I have no choice but to continue to endure this kind of denigration by yokels, bottom feeders and low lives.  I pursued a PhD to become a Professor/Scientist/Researcher to get away from above, but as a woman and an Asian in the STEM field, this is where I ended up.  As I learned working the Silicon Valley/Tech/USPTO that there is no amount of education to change a low life/bottom feeder to an evolved human being.

2 housemates didn't like I helped the landlord, and been bad mouthing me to the landlord, and so the landlord screamed and yelled at me for no reason despite I not only helped him in renting the place out multiple times, but also helped him find the current job he loved so much.  So I told the housemates and landlord that I won't be helping him citing the above reason. 

I can't afford to rent a decent place, thanks to the billionaires and millionaires in the Silicon Valley and the Tech industry; as well the Patent and Trademark Office; and all the closet racist, sexist, and people from Asia.  I grew up in the East Village of NYC in the 1970s and the 1980s, where it used to be a crime infested place.  I worked 3 jobs every summer since High School to put myself through school to get out of the place and NOT to work in a bottom feeder job in an environment full of bottom feeders (a term I resisted to used for years, it is time to call a spade a spade), who knew the Silicon Valley/Tech/the Patent and Trademark Office are full of such.

"So what you are smart, I am going to f*#k you".

If he tries to harm me, I will kill him or anyone who tries to harm me.

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Almost got ran down

As I was crossing S. George Mason Dr. in the mid street while the walk sign counting down to 16, a silver car with a very fat white guy in his 50s-70s, racing toward me making a left turn, almost ran me down.  He saw me from mile away, yet he race toward me never the less and make a sudden stop inches from me.

This is when "no one wanted her" started in the Silicon Valley

Below pic resembled me when I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, and like to wear booty back then in the late 1990s. 

Or "no one liked her; she needed a man; etc" as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley, by mostly H1Bs from Asia that only been in the US for <5 years, who I had never met in my life, mostly males.  This was especially so in companies where I was often the only woman hardware engineer, and there were only 2 none-Asian males in an engineering dept of ~500. I was a project/tech lead for emulation projects.  They all understood why without saying, and the Americans were like Paris Hilton thinking they are rich, therefore they are smarter then the people from Asia, but were completely clueless and used like a cheap tool to do their dirty deeds for them.  Only now that after nearly every single American companies and government institutions worth hacking, are hacked, that the Americans are "closing the stable door after the horse has bolted". 

They had incited every single low life/bottom feeder to sexually harass, abuse, as well physical harm and rape threats against me; while the racists and sexists used the opportunity to oust me from the Silicon Valley/Tech industry, and now the Patent and Trademark Office, as I am a woman excelled in tech jobs over the males.  These people are no different then the Islamic Extremists/ISIS.

The first thing people from Asia asked me was where I was from as they knew I wasn't one of them because my persona is so different from them, my fluency in English and don't speak their language, as well I was very comfortable in my environment, unlike them where most acted like they were walking on glass; so I said from NYC.  Then they asked what am I (meaning what race am I), etc, etc, etc.; which Americans (of all ethnicities) don't do as we all know this is taboo; I said I am a Chinese-American; which they then told people from Asia that "she thinks she is an American", and targeted me since.  This is just one incident that people from Asia started making me into public enemy #1.

Despite I've been warning of stealing of trade secret by these people from Asia since 2004, which they told the Americans that it is I discriminated against them for saying anything against them, or that I am a disgruntled worker; and continue to slander me.  Recently, the Jedi mind control trick was office politic/power struggle that got me terminated.  They knew exactly how to manipulate Americans.  While they slandered me as soon as they saw me, who I had never met in my life, yet Americans continue to believe everything they said, even after nearly every company and government institution been hacked, and 2 failed attempt beheadings on me.  You just can't make this stuff up!!

Since then, imbeciles (non-Asian as most people from Asia knew what was going on and partook in the spreading of the defamation against me) believing anything anybody said thinking "since no one wanted her, I have a chance with her.  Who else she is going to marry?"  And so the relentless sexual harassments and abuses, physical harm and rape threats.  Hence why I am afraid to leave the house, and why low life such those of the Fairfax County court security guards barked at me every morning at check point when I go there volunteering.  I am sorry women had to live with low lives such as these, as our society still believes that if you are not married, there is something wrong with you; or that no one wants you.

Now the Patent and Trademark Office ex - coworkers that set me up and got me terminated also defamed me as "she became a prostitute after the termination", where many working in the intelligence agencies partake in spreading such defamation in Arlington, VA.


 
As a note, as soon as the males in Asia acquired some wealth, they started either having an affair with young good looking women, or out right divorced and married a young good looking woman.  As such, most middle/old women from Asia hated young good-looking women.  As the resulted, I got unwanted attention from these avarice yokels from Asia, and hatreds from women from Asia.

 

Saturday, December 5, 2015

Those who do not learn history are doomed to repeat it

In the last globalization - 1800s, when China was the sole Superpower and the West was a 3rd world, which the Chinese referred to as barbarians and treated with contempt. You can still see such manner remained in Shanghai and Beijing people. 
Long story short, the West invaded, pillaged and condemned China to decades of war, famine, disease and isolation. The last globalization ended in WWI and WWII, and US (Democracy) and Russia (Communism) was the last 2 men standing.

"Those who do not learn history are doomed to repeat it." George Santayana.

That being said…….

Like previous years during holidays such as July 4, or Xmas, the security level rose, especially soon after 911. That is to say, anything we, the West, valued, loved, celebrated or important to us, is a targeted by anti-West. This is no different; also the attack in Paris. 
I knew this as Anti-West from Asia been targeted me since the 1990s as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley, and the 1st month on the job in the Patent and Trademark Office in 2010; also why I warned of the stealing of trade secrets since 2004, that now manifested in hackings of not just trade secrets, but also all government agencies; in addition to 2 failed attempt beheadings on me (see pic) for being a Westernized/Americanized Asian woman and to make the lawsuit again the Patent and Trademark Office go away. The anti-West from Asia also targeted me here in the DC metro where most of top government intelligence agencies reside, just as they had in the Silicon Valley where I had to abscond from due the physical harm threats (
http://eeoccase.blogspot.com/).  
In similar hell-bent manner, I’ve been targeted by racist and sexist in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry, and the Patent and Trademark Office – a government agency here in Virginia.

For those who haven’t done this yet, have a plan when this kind of mass shooting occur, this will be the norm for years to come.

This will end when we learn to live together, or ……
 
12/4/2015 10:53 AM EST
“In similar hell-bent manner, I’ve been targeted by racist and sexist” but there is no justice for me in America because I am an Asian and a woman.
 
12/4/2015 11:03 AM EST
 
Current condition is conducive to have characters like Adolf Hitler to get into a position of power.