Another example of how defamation followed me where ever I go

It seems Stephen is the major contributor of slandering me with kids and adults that associated with the bike shop.  I told him numerous time, from day one of the slits of my throat/beheading incident, and was in the bike shop to help get over my PTSD.

I also gave him my blog (http://eeoccase.blogspot.com/) that explain where and how that led to the slit of my throat, a failed attempt beheading that was meant to kill me.  But instead, he used the information to further the defamation, while even though I gave my blog to many others associated with the bike shop, they had no interest in reading what led to the slit of my throat and/or lack of curiosity, and so believed all the slandering of me by Stephen and other kids, that resulted in shunning me as well help spread the defamation.

Another example of how defamation followed me wherever I go that instigated by people-from-Asia the first month on the job in the Patent and Trademark Office, who I never met in my life such as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women.  To incite sexual harassment, abuses, rape and beheading, "she checks man out; she needs a man; etc" are now being spread in the bike shop as well.  For those acted on it, they have shown they are a pervert/sick bastard.

This Bike shop is a non-profit charity that is meant to do good, that's why I chose this place.  I wanted to do good for the community while healing, assuming working with people with good intention as is a charity, that has less of a chance of working with evil people in a charity.  It has proven not the case, so I will be moving on.  I hoped the defamation of me won't be spread as far as by the Patent and Trademark Office where there were a large Asian community.

I started the blog meant to make people aware the defamation started by people I had never met in my life, mainly those from Asia, and had malicious intent because I am an Americanized (=traitor) woman who could do the job these pathetic males could not, where racists would use the defamation as a pretext to terminate me such as in the Patent and Trademark office and the Tech industry; while those in the Silicon Valley expected me to whore myself to them and didn't, use as a pretext to fired me as well.  As you all know, if a woman refused a pathetic male loser's sexual advances, that woman will be defamed as a slut/whore, and fired if that pathetic male loser is in the position of power.

People from Asia had control of the US capital and the center of the world power

Evidenced by how they influenced people in the DC metro to attack me.  Scary, isn't it!!!!!  Not just the Silicon Valley and the Tech industry, where they are the soon-to-be majority

It also indicated how easily to mislead Americans, and we are talking about in the US capital and the center of the world power, where the most educated Americans reside, also where wars and the future of America are deciding.

All these Chinese students from Asia (many are recent foreign students) I ran into in the Arlington Area recognized me as if they saw the video taken by the smartphone from Michele Choi and Hung Havan that was meant to incite sexual harassment, abuses, termination, rape and beheading. When they saw me, they were mumbling something like “she is a slut/whore”.   I am an asexual.

They had been using social media to pass the defamation against me since I was in the Silicon Valley via email, mitbbs.org, sina.com, etc. Today, the Chinese, Vietnamese and Indians got their own social media in Asia which they used to target a person.

I hoped all these from Asia such as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women, and ghetto Asian such as Michele Choi, Hung Havan and Susanne Lo, particularly those in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry and the Patent and Trademark Offic get the same treatment as they did to me. Do unto others as they would have onto you, otherwise, they are going to attack more high achiever Americans, women such as I are the low hanging fruit- easy targets

I always feel so sad and discourage whenever

clueless management question whether I could run a tech project or dismissed me when they don't understand what I did.  It just makes me sick to my stomach.

Is been like this since my first day as an engineer.  I kept moving from company to company to find people interested in getting projects done on time and within budget.  Unfortunately, the whole tech industry only interested if you are a male.  A woman gets her life ruined and beheaded as did to me in a fail attempt beheading that was meant to kill me.

This program manager question my ability to run a Salesforce project as a manager to install their software in the client's site.  I had done this as part of my emulation project on Unix using parallel processing in the 1990s, no less.  When I said part, it is in the same sense as installing IE or Chrome to do what you need to do using the internet, while IE or Chrome still in Beta.  Salesforce project is an App when compares to the complexity of my emulation projects, the equivalent of the PC that involved the hardware and software, including the Operating System.  

Or, the equivalent of managing a Little League Football team when I already built a Football team from scratch, acted as the coach and the Quarterback and won the Superbowl on the first season, someone who had never heard of Football or knows anything about Football questioned me whether I can run the Little League.  You see why I got sick to my stomach?  This happened in the Tech industry all the time as emulation was such a bleeding-edge technology, that only a few people had heard of emulation at the time.

"Emperor's New Clothes", 90+% of Americans believed

anything anybody said, even though what they see is completely contradicted what they were told.  This is particularly true in the Silicon Valley, and in the Arlington VA.

People with issues (racism, sexism, bigotry, hate, psychologically unstable, envy, jealousy, etc.) further the hatreds.

I must say, I was pretty good with kids :-)

kids under 10.  I wouldn't say I am a natural.

Working as an engineer all my life, I rarely see kids or teenagers, other than in public places such as a mall, which I rarely visited while working as I worked nearly 24/7.

People around me were either academia or engineers (or at least pretend to be an engineer), which means mostly male >23 years old, often still dressed by their Mom every morning, particularly those from Asia.  Whether they are an adult is a matter of opinion.  My opinion is that most were overgrown boys.

A healthy person does not dislike someone

without knowing that someone.

A smart person would always ask WHY.

A smart person does not take what is said at face value unless proven, or said by a trustworthy individual.


"no one liked her; no one wanted her" is the same as a psychologically unstable teenager would say in an attempt to hurt a person, while those psychologically unstable individual/racist would use such as an excuse to spread hate, and as a pretext to fired a minority.   The book "Lord of the flies" best described the Silicon Valley, where this is all started by people from Asia, then the Patent and  Trademark Office, and now Arlington VA and the surrounding area.  People believed in the same manner as the children's book  "The emperor has no clothes"

Saw a bunch of squirrels crushed to death by cyclists

WHY??!  Why would people do that???  It is just so cruel!!  It seems some people did that on purpose as it is in a bike trail, and the dead squirrels are at the edge of the bike trail that required deliberation and efforts.

My bike's left shifter was loose when I left the bike shop

Someone had to deliberately loosen the allen screw.  Allen screwdriver is not a common screwdriver.  I had to tighten it up with an allen screwdriver which I brought recently just for my bike, after I got home.  I had to make a few turns before the screw is tighten.

My finished  bikes that were ready to be sold, while waiting for testing, which usually take days, somehow, some parts weren't operated as it was, and the only explanation is someone/kid(s) sabotaged the bike to make me look bad.

Somone/kid(s)  really want(s) to harm me!!  Even a kid could ruin me, not just racist thugs from Asia, with all my accomplishments in life.  It is a sad, sad state of Americans.

Not one person is smart enough to ask WHY

Really???!!!   How sad is the state of Americans?

When people I had never met or barely know said  "no one liked her; no one wanted her".  And most of these people are racist thugs at best, often shared the same mental state as Charles Manson!!!

It is still mind boggling, even after the fail attempted beheading meant to kill me.  

Nearly all bike customers liked me, even those speak limited English

And I enjoyed speaking to them.

Recreational biking is for healthy people with a healthy mind.

"she got bad breath" ????

Since this kid had never spoken to me, or anywhere near me.  When I greeted her, she often ignored me.  She had resented me from the beginning.  This is just a way to spread hate.

And the people are allowing hates and acted on the hateful speech, instead of teaching not to hate, or not to be a racist as racism is for stupid people.

Racism is a learned trait, and can be stopped.

However, some are born "good" and cannot do evil; equally, some are born "evil".  But for most people, it is a learned trait as well.

My parents never taught us to hate, and scolded us if we said anything negative about anyone.  That's why me and my siblings don't say anything negative about anyone.  I had to use a blog to say what's in my mind.  See how powerful childhood lessons learned?

Had a nightmare last night where I screamed and awaken myself

I was minding my own business standing in a house which was unfamilar to me, very bright and sun lights coming in from everywhere, greenry can be see outside the windows.  Three 20+ to 30+ Chinese women came in trying to suffocate me, with one standing by helping.

I couldn't scream from the suffocation, I tried and tried, and finally I could scream for help that woke me up.

Hey, I was pretty good with kids

who knew!!!!!    

Baby, not so much.  The last time I held a baby, she cried bloody hell

As an engineer, I had never interacted with kids.  This is the 1st time.  

After the fail attempted beheading, any day after that is a bonus

They probably won't fail the next time they try, if not, I will die of cancer anyway.

A woman on a bike said "fuck you"

heading toward me with a furious look on her face.  She is about in her late 20s-30s, fit and good looking.  

***yeah, yeah, yeah, that's what every man wants***

This was near I395 in a bike trail.

A kid's friend whom he gave a bike's to came by

A Hispanic/Latino male with a heavy accent in his 20s.  I was the one trying to sell the $20 bikes to him and his friend.  It seems the kid may had given him the bike from the green tag on the bike.

Did he ask whether he should teach me a lesson because I called a kid a racist??  I quickly prepare for attack.


This reminded me of the Silicon Valley where people from Asia defamed me as soon as I arrived in the San Francisco Bay Area, while sexually harassed, abused and set me up for termination.  I did not have a blog back then, nor did I know anyone in the Silicon Valley, just as here in the DC metro.

In my last job in the SF Bay Area, I had finally written a letter to the CEO (Caucasian) as to what happen, after I was terminated.  I didn't file an EEOC case like I did with the Patent and Trademark Office, that resulted in the slit of my throat that was meant to kill me to make the EEOC case go away

The company fired all the people from Asia I named, including the Director of Verification.  An ex-coworker from that company who couldn't tell a toaster from a computer, was hired by the Director of Verification, came to try to do physical harms to me.  I out ran him as I was on a  rollerblake, he was disable in the leg, an injury from stepping on a mine in Vietname when he was young; then later an Asian gang was waiting for me in a parking lot.  I had to abscond from the Silicon Valley and moved back to NYC, where I continue to be targeted by people from Asia, and now the DC metro that begun the 1st month on the job in the Patent and Trademark Office by people from Asia.

This volunteer place so far has been facilitated racism and hatreds

I no longer believe in the cause.  So many of these kids are such a racist in such young age, when we are trying so hard to fight racism for the Hispanic/Latinos, instead they are being racist against Asians like me.  It is really disheartening.

I am volunteering to help set them in the right path in life.  I believe a life is a terrible thing to waste.  I was a disadvantage kid that we were so disadvantage, my family barely had enough to eat when I was young, and worked 3 jobs every summer since High School.  Our free breakfast was taken away when were in elementary school, etc, etc,

Well, at least dogs and cats don't discriminate against me.

I had a hard time telling people what this Youth Program suppose to do for the kids now.

This place needs an adult supervision.

In danger of being raped and killed

As the defamation of "she checks men out" getting spread wide, in addition to the defamation of "no one liked her; no one wanted her", the likes of the Hispanic/Latino male from South America who slit my throat/attempted beheading and criminals believed the defamation, some will act on what they heard.  It only takes one to slit my throat.

When people say such vicious defamation, it shown that people had a malicious intention toward me.

Any one who defamed me with above defamation are inciting rape, physical harm and have me killed, just as my coworkers from the Patent and Trademark Office did that resulted in the attempted beheading.  This is what you are doing to me, worse is the fact that I am an asexual.  That's why I will post your name in my blog.  If I die, you will rot and raped by inmates in jail the rest of your life, which is what you deserved.

"Oh you poor, poor thing"

A  middle age/old Chinese woman speaking in Mandarin, said that as soon as she saw me, but not to my face.  She was babysitting.

What she said was in a typical mocking fashion in Chinese, when someone experiencing great tragedy while people like this woman feeling happy about it, in the same manner as people happy to see 911.  This kind of people is very typical in the Asian culture.  It is very painful for these people to see others happy, successful and/or rich.  And they will do anything to make your life miserable.

This was near where I volunteer.

An Asian-American male in his 50s

<5'5, came to the bike shop twice already, and acted as if he knew me, most likely heard it from some thugs of the defamation of, "she needed a man; no one wanted her", and came to sexual harass me thinking I must be desperate.

He would stand there watching me work without me realizing that was going on, like a pervert.  When I turn around and caught him, he acted like he was interested in purchasing a bike; so I show him some bikes.  He then said he will look around.  After I went back to work, I caught him standing not too far from me watching me work again.  This completely freaked me out.

Then there's the rape, physical harm, slit throat and beheading that I am constantly in danger of.

Today is also my anniversary

that Asian Operatives and ghetto Asians succeed in keeping me out of theHigh-Tech industry since 2001, and wrongfully terminated by the Patent and Trademark Office in 2011 despite unprecedented accomplishments.

It all started in 1996/7, as soon as I arrived in SFO/Silicon Valley, where Tech companies with over 95% of the engineering dept consisted of people from Asia and ghetto Asians.  It was like working with factory workers in a sweatshop in a shithole 3rd world, a cesspool.  I had a culture shock on how vicious these people are.  As vicious as Alex Jones said Sandy Hooks was a hoax, and people told MAGA to take horse dewormer Ivermectin for Covid-19, a life and death decision.  That's 90+% of the 1st gen and ghetto Asians (ie Sunny Balwani) in the Silicon Valley back then (Chinese in America then were mostly from Taiwan, offsprings of an army committed genocide against native Taiwanese, who discriminated against other Asians, particularly Asian Americans such as my childhood friend from NYC and ousted her from IBM in the late 1980s.  Follow by South Asians and Southeast Asians.  A few Chinese from Hong Kong; very few from China.).  I was running a multimillion dollars project, and well-liked by all, from top management to the receptionist. Until fake news/lies begun by a few Chinese from Taiwan, that took over the whole company, then the whole Silicon Valley and the Tech Industry.  

Just as fake news started by Trump that helped him won the Presidency, now took over half the country in 2021, that resulted in anti - vaxx/mask movement, Texas banned abortion and Jan 6 Insurrection.

Just as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women instigated fake news/lies against me (who I had never met in my life, often arrived in America in recent years, some illegally using falsified paper); the 1st month I started my job with the Patent and Trademark Office in 2010, in the Training Academy.  Where classmates spread to the rest of the USPTO.  The USPTO employees spread to their family, friends and neighbors in NoVa/Arlington.  That resulted in my wrongful termination in a haste of 2 days despite unprecedented accomplishments; can't secure any job in Arlington/NoVa, not even a volunteering job with non-profits; also treated as public enemy#1 everywhere I went, and 3 failed murders on me here in Arlington.  It only took one Asian to spread fake news against me such as done the 1st day I walked into Harris Teeter in 2013, by the East Asian woman working the Sushi counter.  Or the South Asian woman cashier in Giant Food at 2901 S Glebe Rd. 

Another word, Asian Operatives had full control of the DC metro for years, where the center of world power, top Federal government and Intelligent agencies located.  Just as they had control of the Silicon Valley since 2001.  And every trade secret worth stealing is stolen; like taking candies from a baby.

At the height of the Tech Bubble of 2001 where anyone could walk and chew gum at the same time could walk into any tech company and got hired, while I couldn't secure a job with all my accomplishments few people had and qualifications; despite as soon as I posted my resume in a website, my voice box filled up for days and interviewed at least once a day. Then the Tech Bubble burst and Stock Market crash where I lost almost a million$, that plunge me into a deep depression where I couldn't sleep or eat for months. At the end, I weight about 88lbs.

When 911 happened, it was like a jolt to my system as I was so concern for my family and childhood friends as well college buddies that brought me back from hell. Let's just say that I've been to hell and back.

I had to abscond from the Silicon Valley/San Francisco Bay Area in 2003/4 due to continuous physical harm threats by an Asian coworker and an Asian gang, despite I moved to different locations in the San Francisco Bay Area where people from Asia defamed me as soon as they saw me, just as in the Patent and Trademark Office the first month on the job by Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women, as well in the Arlington/Alexandria, VA neighborhoods.

You see why I see these immigrant/FOB and ghetto Asians as the 911 terrorists/Islamic Extremists, and I am their World Trade Center?

911, how ironic......

So why didn't I take my EEOC case to the Federal Court after 180 days?

No lawyer willing to take the case as they all knew all judges will rule against an Asian despite overwhelming evidence to support my case, and it is a huge government institution I am suing,  just like the EEOC AJ of New Orleans Nancy Graham ruled against me.

Additionally, I suffered from deep depression soon after my termination from the Patent and Trademark Office, could barely get out of bed, and been suffering from PTSD since, now worsen by the slit of my throat.

Every time I heard beheading, I felt a sharp pain in my slit throat

Every time when the 2 American journalists, James Foleys and  Steven Sotloff   were mentioned, and saw the beheading video, I feel sharp pains where my throat was slit, an attempted beheading.

I bleed more than James Foleys after he was beheaded.


Every morning I look at the mirror, I saw the turkey neck the resulted of the attempted beheading.