Thursday, August 17, 2017

bike accident, BROKEN clavicle and fractured scapula, cracked head

severe lost of skin on knee and shoulder, and lost great amount of blood due to the head injury.  I may have lost conscious for a while as there was blood everywhere, and someone used tissue to whip the my blood left on my helmet looks like is dried.  I would've been dead if I didn't wear my helmet.

I've going through the same path for years.  I am especially careful after the 2 failed beheadings.

The last thing I remember was going down the slope, the next thing I remember was waking up on the floor; then I saw a lot of blood on my helmet and my backpack. I couldn't believe the amount of blood I lost.

As I wake up and tried to get up, but was very painful and was blurry.  A male was standing near me, signal me to move away from the trail.  I tried to move, but couldn't, then tired to use both of my arms to help, but one side was just too painful.  Then I saw a group firefighters arrived and took me to their ambulance.  They were there to pick me up within 5 minutes of the time I wake-up.  I was going to say no didn't realized how serious my injuries were, but I couldn't.

The collarbone is still bended that sticking out of my shoulder.  Looks like I am disfigured for the rest of my life like the Humpback of Norte Dame, but did not succeed in killing me.  The slit throat/failed beheading also resulted in disfiguring - a scar and a turkey neck on my neck.  I still have sudden pains, and can't talk for long, otherwise the lost of my voice.

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Left side of my body and internal organs been in pain that I couldn't sleep or move around.  I am still in pain today 9/6.

The hospital discharged me the same day because I didn't have insurance.  The hospital bill alone was about ~$4000, not including Ambulance, tests, x-ray, nurses, physician, etc.  The first failed beheading where I was hospitalized for 4-5 days, the bill came out to be ~$50,000 I still owed the hospital.

After I was discharge from the hospital within the same day, I was in pain and could barely walk to reach for the phone to call a cab, and am still today.  Since my discharged, I couldn’t move due to pains in my left internal organs, stomach , the collarbone, scapula and rib cage.  Part of my collarbone is still sticking out on my shoulder.  Looks like I might be deformed for the rest of my life.

Skin abrasion on my knee and shoulder were never treated, as such, my blood glued to my clothes as I couldn't change my clothes due pains anytime when I moved my arm or left side of my body.

Although I had 5 stitches on my head, nothing else was done to see if there were more severe damages being done to my brain.

9/13/2017  seen an orthopedics, acute displacement/BROKEN of clavicle bone.  Surgery 9/18/2017


This should not be see as a freak accident, but a planned accident for me; consider there are people coming after relentlessly since the 1990s and 2 failed beheadings, ensure I can't secure any job, make into public enemy #1 everywhere I went.


To re-iterated the time when the first beheading on 6/1/2013 (blog),




You see my pic?  That was a failed beheading and raped.  In the emergency room, filled with ~20 male med students, police and medics, the police used a scissor and striped me naked on the operating table.  The ER Dr left one of my leg up like a livestock and said "no penetration", then the other leg and said the same.  I was unconscious after that.  I now got a turkey neck and scarred for life.

This happened in a NoVa hospital. 



The doing of Trump lite's family.  My termination was the result of him misled people to believe I am Susanne Lo he was dating.  The 2 failed attempt beheadings were also associated with him.  Why I said if he continues to mislead I am Susanne Lo, I will disclosed that they were both coming out of the electrical room as if both had ran a marathon.  Or if he ever come near me, I will get a gun and shoot to kill.



Friday, August 11, 2017

Quantum Computer and AI

a natural fit.

GOD!! I am so excited!!!  and scared!!

It is finally here!!!  yet scary.

This was a research topic in the 1980s when I was an Applied Researcher.  I betted on Optical Computer, my chosen path; thanks Bush Sr for cutting my research funding; and now Trump/GOP.  My college buddy chose Quantum  computer, and been a Professor in Boston for years.  I am at the verge of going homeless.  This is what happened to woman in STEM field.

China, British, etc are planning on a Quantum Computer networks for their government to prevent HACK, but not Trump/GOP administration.  I am not making this stuffs up!!!

Thursday, August 10, 2017

cramps below the cut throat

sternocleidomastoid muscle (sternal attachment).  This is the 3rd or 4th in the last few days.  I had trouble swallowing in pervious days as well.

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Living amount

ankle-biters, 3rd world sweatshop factory workers, trailer-trash, etc, all my life, and so what happened to me is evitable.  I tried to escape this predicament by pursuing higher education, to be a scientist and professor

So far, most are breeders at best, aspired to be Trump, more or less; even Trump aspired to be Trump (if you don't it by now, Trump's debt is about the same or less as his worth).  I had not personally meet an enlighten person.  There has been very few decent human beings I crossed path with.