So now if I die, the police knows where to look for

the killlers.

As a note, the slit of my throat happened  right at the time when I had to file an EEOC Appeal with the deadline of 6/5/2013.  The slit of my throat happened on 6/1/2013.  I was discharged from the hospital on 6/5/2013.  Luckily, someone had helped me to send in my Appeal, which I was preparing for nearly a month.

I was specifically targeted for beheading as it happened on June, 1, 2013, a sunny and warm Saturday morning 10am in a Park where there were little leagues playing baseball and soccer, Boy-scouts were just a few yards away, and next to a busy trail in Arlington, VA, where people bike, jog and walk.  I rarely go out as I knew these people from Asia were out to do harm to me as evidenced by the defamation the first month on the job in the Patent and Trademarks office.  I was also targeted as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s where 90+% of my coworkers were from Asia; in addition to NYC, and now DC.  I typically wear a hat to hide my identity and to block the sun.  The attacker had to left up my hat to make sure I was the person he was looking for before attacking.    

Here is my story and EEOC case: http://eeoccase.blogspot.com/

It took people from Asia years to keep me out of a job

in the Silicon Valley/Tech Industry/San Franasico Bay Area.  Some had to work overtime to get me fired, one of which was a Director name Raymond Tan.  People from Asia were able to keep me out of tech jobs even though I was the only person that could run complex Emulation projects on time and within budget, this including Intel, during tech bubble and still while talking heads keep saying we are short of tech talent, shown how much control they have in the Tech industry and America in general.

Immigrant/FOB (Fresh Off the Boat) and ghetto Asians with current and past H1Bs as the core targeted me/slandered/defamed me as soon I arrived in the Silicon Valley.

In a similar manner, Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen targeted me the first month I was on the job.  Then Hung Havan and his cabal Michele Choi, Nathan Hillery, Susanne Lo and her friends from India were instrumental in finally got me terminated in less than 9 months on the job in the DC metro, where I didn't know anybody here and worked nearly 24/7.  

It only took them a few months to eliminate me from a job, and in a well organized and well planned way keep me out of a job in the DC metro using a smear campaign everywhere I went, to finally slit my throat to kill me shown again, how much control people from Asia have in the DC metro, the US capital and the leader of the free world.  The DC metro is not some hillbilly country, but the US capital, the CIA, FBI, etc, the highest government institutions are located here.  Yet people from Asia had complete control of this area.

This is pretty scary.

This is how easy to control the Americans and institutions such as the Patent and Trademark Office that terminated me.  For example, my officemate Hung Havan and his cabal Michele Choi and Nathan Hillery deliberately misled the Patent and Trademark Office into thinking I am either Susanne Lo or Michele Choi, and a co-worker named Bill and I were dating, who's last name I don't even know.  I asked if Bill had lots of enemies.  Hung Havan also said "dating is against company policy", to which I replied this is also true in most companies.   Bill had been dating Susanne Lo for a long time, and was known to many in the Patent and Trademark Office.  We also see Bill and Susanne Lo went home together all the time and was talking about marriage.  Bill was helping Susanne Lo to buy a house the time I was being terminated.  They should be married by now.

I had only spoken to Bill a few times when he came to talk to Hung Havan whom shared the office with me, and only 2 or 3 sentences as he often ignored me.  He did try to talk to me once, but I had to meet the stringent requirements put on by my Supervisor Paul Rodrigues and the Director Wendy Gerber, under the threat of termination.  Bill was helping Hung Havan from being terminated, while Hung Havan and his cabal Michele Choi, Nathan Hillery, Susanne Lo and her Indian friends slandered, maligned and set me up to be terminated by my Supervisor Paul Rodriguez and my Unit Premary Dwin Craig.  Hung Havan knew my Supervisor was setting me up for termination because I asked Hung Havan for remedy.  It seems Bill had helped Michele Choi, Nathan Hillery and Susanne Lo from being terminated as well.  Both Hung Havan and Susanne Lo as well many Asians in the AU2128 had Paul Rodriguez as a Supervisor.  Many had transferred out of Paul Rodriguez Unit while I was there.

I told Hung Havan I already had a boyfriend in NYC soon after I moved into the office.  Michele Choi and a few others also knew I already had a boyfriend.  Additionally, I worked nearly 24/7 as evidenced by my computer log time and my accomplishment.  Unless I have a time machine, and somehow find a robot to work on my computer, otherwise there was no way I had time to date, when my supervisor Paul Rodriguez even refused me to go on a 2 days vacation.  I am also an asexual.

Hung Havan and Michele Choi had used their smartphone to set me up and video such I come across as if I was checking out Hung Havan.  These people would do and say anything to get me sexual harassed, abused, terminated, physically harmed, raped and now slit of my throat that meant to kill me.

On my last day, Hung Havan used force to stop me from saying good-bye to anyone, and used his arm on my chest/breasts to block me from going to say good-bye to Erica (an Asian American woman whom I befriended with a few doors down from my office) in front of Erica.

Nathan Hillery deliberately elbowed my chest on his way home one night.  It was so degrading that I had to bit my lip so not to say anything as I was still a probationary employee.  I bit myself so hard that a dark mark remains today on my lip.  Michele Choi elbowed my chest on my last day to push me out of her way after she had raided my office supply.

And finally, these are some of the people had shown such vicious intention toward me to slit my throat that meant to kill me.

Still, even today, after proving over and over against that these immigrant/FOB from 3rd world culture and ghetto Asians been lying, yet people continue to believe everything they said, while everything I said had become true, particularly about these immigrant/FOB and ghetto Asian, yet people still don't believe me.  What kind of phenomena is this?

Management never spoken to me while believing

everything being said about me by my co-workers where most were current and past H1Bs from Asia, who I had never met in my life.  Everything they said is offensive, degrading and meant to keep women down by these 3rd worlders came from a culture where women are a second class citizen.  As the resulted, I was constantly being sexually harassed, abused, under the threat of termination, physical harm and rape.

In all my jobs, I had to work nearly 24/7 because my jobs were so demanding as evidenced by my accomplishment, particularly in leading Emulation projects.  Also in the Patent and Trademark Office where I may be the first woman to have an airtight first case.  Additionally, 2 consecutive 3 COPA cases per biweek days after the 6th month evaluation, total of 19 case and  93%  Productivity with a mixture of COPA case on the 8th month evaluation.

Had management spoken to me, look at my background, at least look at what I had done, or look at the background of the slanderers, it would've been clear as to what was going, for the initiated

Additionally, it is offensive of the things they said about me.  It is meant to degrade women who excelled in the job in a man's world.  This is no different then accused a woman of being a witch and burned alive, or in the Middle East where women are stoned to death, or simply slit my throat to kill me because I am a woman who is highly educated and could do the job most men could not, which in term dishonored them as a man from a 3rd world culture.

Still, even today, after proving over and over against that these immigrant/FOB and ghetto Asians been lying, yet people continue to believe everything they said, while everything I said had become true, particularly about these immigrant/FOB and ghetto Asian, yet people still don't believe me.  What kind of phenomena is this?

Lots of women left the tech industry thinking

and believing the conventional believes that women are not wired to be a good techie, when in fact, they are better than 60%-70% of the male techies.  That's because men are not told they are not wired to think technically.  

It is also because of the discriminations toward women in general by the High Tech industry and the Science field.  

One of the reasons for terminated me was "argumentative"

by the Director Wendy Gerber whom I had only spoken to once.  During which time, I spent the whole 30 minutes suggested on how to improve their antiquated hardware, software and the patent examining process.

I met my supervisor in person less then 5 times.  I wanted everything we said in writing in case anything went wrong.  Therefore all our conversation were in writing.  You can't be "argumentative" in writing while you want the supervisor to accept your work for credit such you meet the stringent requirements put upon you.

Myers-Brigg personality

I am an INTJ with an outgoing personality that is mistaken for an ENTJ by the Myers-Briggs test.

I preferred being a Scientist over being an Executive/Commander, but I would prefer having a Startup over being a Scientist.

http://www.truity.com/view/types

http://www.personalitypage.com/html/high-level.html

This Korean housemate's attitude remind me

of the people from Asia I used to work with in the Silicon Valley.

When I talked to this housemate, he just ignored or not paying any attention to what I said.  It is rude and disrespectful.  This is typical of how these males from Asia treated women in general in Asia, as women are not respected, not even their own mother.

It is typical for males from Asia to dislike women as women are lower class/second class citizen.  Women are to be treated with contempt and disdain.

Most 3rd world males don't like me.

"They did this to her because she liked Americans/American men"

Well, that is one of the reasons why.  But only because immigrant/FOB Asians with current and past H1Bs as the core said this to incite hatred toward me.  They knew most people from Asia/ghetto Asians are no different then the KKK/Rednecks.  Therefore, by saying such would certainly incite the Asian version of the KKK/Redneck to rip me apart, which they did.  

To me, most American males are shallow, spoiled, selfish/self center and still sees Asian as a lesser / lower class.

And I am an asexual.

People who said they don't like me without ever met me

came from places like this.

http://www.cnn.com/video/data/2.0/video/world/2013/12/11/cfp-cambodia-confrontat.cnn.html

http://www.cnn.com/video/data/2.0/video/world/2013/08/23/intv-sunny-hundal-india-rape.cnn.html

http://makingmycasestoday.blogspot.com/2013/11/the-mentality-of-immigrantfob-and.html

They sold their own daughter to pedophilia for money while they gamble that money away.  This is the kind of people you are dealing with.

And one of the main reasons they attacked me is they perceived me as Americanized (see previous blog for Americanized definition), an anti-American sentiment.

Asian coworkers slandered and maligned me were mostly from Asia where there was no way the Americans could verify any of their claims on education, experiences, place of birth or even their name.  Many came illegally and had stolen identity.  This is how ridiculous it was in the 1990s and early 2000s in the Silicon Valley.  One of the coworkers was a bank teller in China and was working as an engineer.  He knew nothing, yet was able to claim the credit for the success of one of the most complex project in Chip Design, when I was the only one that had extensive experiences in running this type of project and was the sole project lead.  90+% in this tech company were from Asia.

Also, like the Europeans, Asians also discriminated against each, in a very primitive way as bad the Nazi (ie, Japan), or our KKK or redneck.  That is to say, the Chinese, Vietnamese and Indian from Asia all discriminated against each other.  Asian-Americans such as me had no idea this was going on, and got our life ruined by people from Asia in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry.  That's why I stop telling people about my race, nationality, etc.

I, on the other hand, had worked 3 jobs every summer since High School to give myself an education.  Was an adjunct, an Applied Physics researcher with published paper in one of the most respected publication, and was pursuing a PhD.  I can be found throughout the New York City education system from elementary to Graduate level university.

I always wondered why are these people from Asia so vicious, male and female alike.  They slandered and defamed a person whom they had never met in their lives to ruin the person's life, have her raped, physically harmed and killed by slitting the person's throat.  Well, these people sold their own daughter to pedophilia for money.

Those Americans believed everything they said and terminated me, sexually harassed, abuse and helped spread the rumor, had helped them to ruin an Asian-American woman's life and had helped in slitting my throat.  How different are these Americans from the Islamic extremists who would shoot a little girl Malala Yousafzai in the head at zero range because she advocated for education for women?  And most of these Americans were working in the Silicon Valley and the Patent and Trademark Office.

Also, for those who are working with them, they could easily do the same to you, how safe are you?

Been feeling very uneasy lately as if something bad is going to happen

to me.  This is the same feeling I had days before my termination by the Patent and Trademark Office in late July/early August of 2011.  I constantly had nightmares everytime I took a nap.  I was working 24/7, nap in my office and would only go home to take a shower.

I knew I was going to be terminated as my Supervisor Paul Rodrigues been rejecting all my works and make me re-do jobs he accepted months ago; also a climate of sexual harassments, abuses, physical harms and degradation by coworkers.  This was the resulted of slanders and defamation started by Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen the first month we were on the job, then spread by Shawn Joseph to other Training Classes, where they spread to the rest of the Patent and Trademark Office  (PTO).  PTO employees in term spread to their families, friends, neighbors and neighborhood such as Arlington.  I also knew the slanders and defamation by my Officemate Hung Havan and his cabal Nathan Hillery, Michele Choi, Susanne Lo and her Indian friends will result in termination as they planned.

I don't know whether my current uneasiness is an anxiety/panic attack or a premonition of something bad to come.  I had frequent anxiety/panic attacks since the termination, and had been afraid to leave the house.  And now the slit of my throat that proven my premonition was right.  I also haven't been able to sleep lately except when I take the sleeping pill.  I still awaken in the middle of the night when I took the pill.  I think this is most likely my Appeal of the EEOC case will rule against me even though I had overwhelming evidence to support I was wrongfully terminated.

Prior premonitions, before this wrongful termination were mostly correct.

I don't know if I will be able to handle such news this time.

Being perceived as Americanized by people from Asia means

I don't share the same ideology (anti-American sentiment, etc) as the people from Asia, and most of my friends were non-Asians, and were well-liked by non-Asians; which they see as being a traitor.

Also, I am an independent, educated, and confident woman; which is not how a woman suppose to behave in the Third World Asian culture where women are a second class citizen.  Women supposed to be submissive (which is also why some American men liked Asian women), that's why the West sees Asian women as "mousy".

Males from Asia do not like Americanized Asian women, worse when an Asian woman such as I excelled in jobs they could not wrap their heads around.  It is the equivalent of slapping them in the face, therefore by sexually harass, degrade, fired, physical harm, rape and slit of the throat that meant to kill me are ways of taking control, and asserted authority as a man.  This is a common practice in their culture when women dared to challenge the statue quo.  Women/girls were brutally raped and killed are very common in places like India.

Basically, people from Asia continue to practice their Third World culture here in the US, and the Americans are helping them to keep women down when they acted on their slanders by sexually harassed me, abused me, degraded me, fired me, do physical harms to me.   In term turning me into hating America/Americans as well, just like them.  But I am not, I saw through them long time ago.

Typical slanders are just the opposite of the truth as the people from Asia think since the Americans are so stupid, they will believe anything these people from Asia said.  For example, if a woman is well liked or American men were asking the people from Asia for information on an Asian woman since they are all Asians, they must know each other; people from Asia would slandered this Asian woman "no one wanted her; no one liked her".  If the woman is knowledgeable, the slander would be "she doesn't know anything".  Etc.  This is also a way to ensure Asian women are NOT dating non-Asian males, and the Asian women's only option is to date Asian males.

Parents need to raise their girls to be an independent

and intelligent person, not as a princess.

I would prefer girls aspire to be a scientists, astronauts, engineers.

Wrongful conviction such as Michael Morton

who was at work when his wife was murdered, I dared to say this happened quite often based on my own experiences.

In my case, the wrongful termination was the result of manipulation of management by my immigrant/FOB coworkers (Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen) , ghetto Asian coworkers (Hung Havan, Michele Choi, Susanne Lo and her Indian friend) and their cabal such as Nathan  Hillery.  I worked nearly 24/7 with accomplishments and computer log time to support my claims, yet I was terminated; while most of these people were always at the verge of termination.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Morton_(Criminal_Justice)

Kill for thrill

A newlywed couple in Pennsylvania placed a craigslist ad, lured a man to their house, and killed him for the thrill of it.

22-year-old Elytte Barbour and 18-year-old Miranda Barbour placed a Craigslist ad the week of November 12th, offering anyone companionship in exchange for money. When 42-year-old Troy LaFerrara answered the advertisement, they had him meet them in their SUV. Once in the SUV, Elytte wrapped a cord around LaFerrara's neck, while his wife stabbed him 20 times. LaFerrara's body was found on November 12th in Sunbury, a city northwest of Philadelphia.

The couple was married on October 22nd, just two weeks before the murder. Elytte told investigators that he and his wife had tried to kill before, but the plans never worked out. Mirana Barbour had routinely been paid by men for companionship, a business her husband claims never included sex.

"She is not a prostitute," he told reporters after his wife's arrest, but before his own. "What she does is meet men who have broken marriages or have no one in their lives and she meets with them and has delightful conversation."

Both face homicide charges.

http://gawker.com/newlywed-couple-kills-man-for-fun-1478624695 


Couple Uses Craigslist.com to Murder a Man for Thrills

http://abcnews.go.com/US/video/couple-craigslist-murder-man-thrills-21134526 

http://www.krcrtv.com/news/newlyweds-hunted-for-a-thrill-kill/-/14286064/23376654/-/jo3nn8z/-/index.html 

When human lost that primitive and savage self,

they will call to join the higher form of life form.

Those that are not call will just perish.

Buddhism and many religions had shown a way.

BTW, I am an agnostic.

Still not comfortable of talking to people/strangers

from today's meeting with a headhunter.....ummmm Talent Acquisition manager