An African-American young woman told me to go home

I was waiting in a self serving line in the supermarket, this African American woman in her 20s, well dressed, stand right next to me, then preceded to go to the opening of a self-serving register.  I walked ahead of her telling here I was here first. 

On her way out, she said "go home" to me.  I didn't understand that at first thinking - go home to NYC?  I was puzzled.  Only after I got home than realized she thought I was from Asia.


This doesn't usually happen in this Pentagon City area.   She could be from a predominately African-American area, where there are very limited racial diversity.  In NYC, that would be the old Harlem.

Well, in that case, I could tell her to go home too.  The only people I can't say this to is the American Indian.

Using women as a punching bag

I found this to be so common amount old males and 3rd worlders (male and female).  They don't usually taking it out on males, no matter what wrong these males had done.  But if a woman happens to be in the wrong place while a male is in a bad mood, that woman will get an ear full or fired.

Every race had experienced tragedy

in the past.

European amount each other, then to the rest of the world.

Japan toward it's own people, then to the rest of Asia.

Every race had done it to themselves.


Yet this kind of tragedy is still going on today, whether is in the Middle, Africa, Asia, or even the West. 

People built the Holocaust museum, or the African museum mainly to remember what had happened in history, and not to allow such tragedy happen again, yet we are still seeing similar types of tragedy unfolding in front of us.

Living with low lives

I am afraid to leave my room when these housemates are around.  I don't want them to see me as they may raped me as they had heard of the defamation of "she needed a man" that meant to incite rape by people from Asia.  Defamation against me been all over the Pentagon city area and the DC metro in general.

The people from Asia with the help of the Silicon Valley/tech industry/ USPTO put me here.  I hoped the same for you all.

Young White people spit afte saw me

they are in their 20s, about 5.6'. 

The movie "UNBROKEN"

When the Japanese invaded China, my uncles were taken as slaves to carry Japanese army loads while they pillaged villages and raped women, just as the load the American soldier were forced to carry as a punishment in the movie "UNBROKEN".

When encounter the Chinese Army, the Japanese used my uncles as human shields to put in front of the Chinese army.  The Chinese army had to kill my uncles to get to the Japanese.  Sometimes it means brothers in the Chinese army killing their brother taken as a slave by the Japanese.

Breaking the “status quo” for women engineers

Illustration of what happened to women engineers that didn’t follow the “status quo”.

What is the first thing came to your mind when I told you I am a woman engineer?  You would right away assume I either can’t do my job or nowhere as good as a male engineers. This the “status quo”.

What if I told you I can do the job most male engineers couldn’t or if any could do?   Then right away you would think that I must be arrogant, bad temperament and attitude. 

What if I was well-liked by all; especially top level management?  Until the people from Asia started saying “no one wanted her; no one liked her; etc” such as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women in the Patent and Trademark Office.  I had never met any of these people from Asia in my life.  Then suddenly, I was shunned, sexually harassed and abused until I either had to leave the company, or will eventually terminate.

On Fire

there is "hot"

then there is "on fire" in the "Hunger Games"

Globalization

mealy means that the world is flat. 


Again, the last globalization ended in WWII.  Will this time end in WWIII?  I said during the 2008 global financial systemic meltdown had put WWIII into play.

Trump phenomenon

Trump supports wanted an outsider.  Why?  Most of Trump supporters are Faux News watchers, as you know, they’ve been bad mouthing how horrible the government is, especially the last 8 years with a Black President, and then the do nothing Congress and the Senate that’s basically looking after their own GOP’s interests, not their constituency.

Lots of young Asian males on the bike trail

They were very happy, just like when they got me fired.  Something is up.

Spit

On a bike trail, this Chinese/Vietnamese male under 40 yo, pale and well-nourish on a bike on the opposite path coming toward me keep staring at me with a smirk.  I can hear him spitted after he past me.

Weekend after 911 in the Silicon Valley

The weekend after 911, it was like a Lunar New Year in the Elizabeth Lake of the Central Park in Fremont, East Bay of the San Francisco Bay Area, where I rollerbladed.  Usually, there were only a few people in the Park and only one or two Asian immigrants occasionally, but that weekend after 911 was suddenly full of recent immigrants from Asia that full of joy as if they were celebrating Lunar New Year. 

One old man even unzipped his pant while he was walking toward me as if to say “fuck you”, as if these people from Asia came to this particular park to say the same to me as they perceived me as the symbolic representative of America and Americans - an effigy of Americans.  One must understand that their mind set was still as if they lived in their homeland Asia, and seeing an Americanized Asian, especially a woman, is a traitor to them and must be punished severely.  If there were only a few people from Asia, they would just left me alone or even try to friend me for survival; that doesn't mean they wouldn't backstabbed me as one did in Houston, TX; where there were very few people from Asia when I was working there in the early 1990s.  Backstabbing is a common practice in Asia, why I never wanted to get anywhere near them.

Think about that, that so many of these people from Asia, who I had never met in my life, came after me as if I killed their mother, because I am an American in America.  What would they do in America?

The followings are  very typical of the women from Asia I was working with in the Silicon Valley:

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/morning-mix/wp/2016/07/18/chinese-nanny-beaten-starved-treated-like-a-dog-in-wealthy-minn-suburb-authorities-say/

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/morning-mix/wp/2016/02/18/the-lord-of-the-flies-bullying-case-thats-sending-three-chinese-parachute-kids-to-calif-prison/?hpid=hp_no-name_morning-mix-story-c-duplicate-duplicate%3Ahomepage%2Fstory

There were a few couples that were lost as they don’t know what is going to happen to them after 911 because they were most likely H1Bs.

Thereafter, the Park constantly full of people from Asia, and one of my ex-worker, a male from Vietnam came to threaten me with physical harm.  I out run him as I was on a rollerblade, and he was crippled in one leg.  I heard his crippled leg was the resulted of a landmine planted during the Vietnam War, and was made by America.

For some reason, I couldn't forget this whole experience, and keep bothering me even today.  It is also why I said I am their effigy of Americans.


For four days, after 911, I didn't know what happened to my families and friends as all the phone towers were down.  That was the worst 4 days of my life.  I was ready to join the army; then I realized with so many incompetents in the government, they would just wasted me; just like the USPTO.

monopoly elizabeth magie

a woman invented a game LandLord and patented, a pre-cursor to Monoploy, did not get the credit for her invention until decades later.

This kinds of discrimination always get me fired up, as I didn't get the credits for my accomplishments in the High Tech industry.