Taking words at face value

By people one had never met in one's life.

Such as Trump that makeup most of the stuffs he said during the Presidential debates, while it is well-known he has many skeletons in his closet.

Or people from Asia that immigrated here from countries that was not much different than North Korea.  Yet Americans took their defamations against me at face value, an Asian-American and a woman,  and helped them ruined everything that I worked 3 jobs every summer since High school to built.

While I worked nearly 24/7 with outstanding accomplishments throughout my professional career and academically.

One should never take a stranger's word at face value until such person proven trustworthy,  and is via actions - action speaks louder then words.

One should never assume a stranger shares your values or American values.

No longer safe volunteering

for Bikes for the World.

The defamations started soon after the first time the people-from-Asia saw me in the warehouse,  and spread to the employees and volunteers,  where they helped spread the defamations.

As the result, I've treated like a petty thief, and experiencing sexual harassments.  This also said a lot about the people who believed the people-from-Asia's word at face value, that had never me in their lives.

If I am White, this wouldn't have happened.  As an Asian-American woman,  I am being treated like a petty thief and sexually harassed, an aspired transhumanist/scientist /professor that taught engineering class in college, also one of the engineers that built the computer in the 1990s.

I will limited my volunteer for this non-profit,  only go on selected volunteering events where there are low probably of people-from-Asia show up, or not too many people in that event.

Previous volunteerings that I had to stop due to the reason-no longer safe due to defamations by people from Asia,  also resulted in make into public enemy #1, unable secure a job, fired soon if I did such as in the Patent and Trademark Office, or long lasting volunteering, as well sexual harassments and rape threats that now manifested in 2 failed beheadings are:
     -Fairfax County Court
     -Phoenix Bikes
    
Now Computer CORE and Bikes for the World are also in jeapody.

Gave away a $100+ french perfume

Someone gave me a perfume her friend brought her all the way from France.  She gave it to me because I was kind to her and didn't look down at her.   I refused to accept it because it is an insult to me as if I  was  selling my kindness or friendship.   She  insisted on giving it to me nevertheless,  in the Chinese / Vietnamese's way, using force.

So now I don't get in touch with her, and gave away this gift to a neighbor in the basement, in this new place I just moved to.

I don't want anything I didn't pay for or worked for, even if I can only afford to pay a penny.

Why my father abused my Mom for 35 + years

He treated my Mom like a slave.  She works and cleans after him, served his foods on a platter; and he verbally and psychologically abused her, just as people from Asia did to me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, as well the first month started my job with the Patent and Trademark Office,  and everywhere I went.

I been asking my father why has he been treating Mom so badly.  Typically, he would say "you know nothing ", typical of misogynist males answer, like most males from Asia.

Recently(Xmas of 2016), he finally open up and told me that his Chinese subordinates (immigrants from Asia) from 35+years ago told him that my Mom was having an affair with 3 other males.  So I said his subordinates had never seen or met Mom, why did they say this about someone they had never met in their lives? You not only ruined your life, but also Mom's too. 

This is why I stayed away from people that come from Asia.  Most of them are evil.

My God, my father been abusing my Mom for 35+years because he took his Chinese subordinates words at face value, who had never seen nor met my Mom in their lives.  My Mom is someone as good it gets.  Mom wanted to leave him many times, if she was financially capable. 

Why I ensure I am self sufficient since High school.  For men, no matter how stupid and / or incompetent they are, they will always fine, and many had become millionaire or billionaire if they could walk and chew gum at the same time.  It is women such as I that paid for their stupidity, even though I didn't know these stupid males.

A White Guy college student

wanted me to help him as he said he has a baby at home while working a full time job.  I had never seen this guy.  This was back in college days.

I said he should find some one else to help him.  I was working 3 jobs at the time with a full time graduate class schedule.  I've been working 3 jobs since High school.

This White male probably thought like him, my parents paid for all my college expenses.  I think he has directed all sorts of bad things toward my direction afterwards , including scammers.

They still recognized me

I deliberately dressed down, yet, during grocery shopping, people in Chinatown still recognize me, how?

Another 2008 meltdown in 8 years

 or sooner, if Trump is a 2 term President;


I warned before the Presidential election that "beware of Nazi/Hitler character like get in the position of power"

We already seen the racists such as the Alt-Right are out publically promoting their hatreds. 

Japan - the ultimate Laissez Faire Capitalism

That now the whole country is slave to a few corporations; where the population dwindles and women don't want to marry Japanese men; but do you blame the women consider how demeaning women are treated in the Japanese culture?

If you are a slave, and look at other parts of the world/West where your hard works are reward; but in these Japanese corporations, only their kids are allowed to lead the corporations, do you still work hard to ensure the success the company?

Scam alert

scammers pretending to be an Insurance company and trying to get your personal info or get your credit card number.

What do I mean by Transhumanist

Human is still so primitive, we spend most of our awaken moment thinking about reproductive urges, feeding, clothing and sheltering ourselves, no time to allow our mind to evolve, to pursuit our aspiration.

I call this the breeders era, mainly motivated by basic instinct to ensure the survival of our species.  As such, human are cruel; and consider how I have been treated by most human, I see most killings or WWIII is no different then whipping out rats.  But human have a potential to be great as evidenced by me.  And so I try to ensure the human race will continue so human can evolved to a higher form

If we live in a world where we could pursuit our aspiration, human will certainly can evolved to a higher form of being.

I wanted to create such world, where robot and other technologies do the mundane things, and free us human to pursuit, to think, to wonder..........to aspire; an aspiration era to come.

This will blow your mind, if you want to know what the future will be, watch Year Million.


My interests in college were in Cold Fusion (consider radical in the scientific field, and careers been ruined for researchers in this topic), Superconductivity, Artificial Intelligent (aka AI, I had written a program using C in the late 1980s when C wasn't used to program AI), Optical Computing and Computer Architecture.  This is why I said I would've been crazier then Elon Musk, for those who understand what all above, including Star Trek's Transporter means for the human race.  This is how I envisioned the world 'can be' in Year Million when I was pursuing a PhD in Applied Physics, an aspired Transhumanist to advance the human race.  You see why I said IPhone is just a gadget.

Links on the Universe and Quantum Mechanics:
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-1/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-2/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-3/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-what-is-space/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-the-illusion-of-time/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-what-is-space-1/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-quantum-leap/ 
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-universe-or-multiverse/

Human’s next challenge should be “to go where no human has gone before"; understand that earth will eventually destroy either by gravitational pulls into the Sun, asteroids, WWIII, etc; NOT to enable dirty old men get rich so they could grab women’s genital or watch naked teenage girls changing in beauty contests; or buy teenage girls as sex slaves and imported from India using H1B, by Indian dirty old businessmen in the Silicon Valley. 

Your Physics Professor didn't tell you that earth is being slowly pull toward the sun, and will eventual be destroy by the sun, if earth didn't destroy by an asteroid first?  You see why most scientists worth their salt have a different perspective on life, don't really care much about the superficial material world that held dare by the likes of Trump, except to fund our aspiration and innovation.  You are going to die and you can't take it with you.  Your molecules will scatter all over earth, and you might be breathing in one of Einstein's molecule now.

The eventual solution for the eventual destruction of earth is that we will be looking for habitable planets, and colonialized those planet, while those who chose to stay on a spaceship will do so as the spaceship flow through space aimlessly.

 

I posted on Washington Post's comment section

“deconstruction of the administrative state.” 

So that’s what Bannon is up to: small and decentralized government; another word, back to the old Wild Wild West era where only the strongest and the meanest survived.  This is just soooo old school, and would’ve been ahead of its time during the Clinton/Bush 41 Presidency; but is so outdated for today and the future.  If Bannon indeed read all those books, he should understand this.  Bannon should use this opportunity to prepare the population for the future where most jobs will be performed by robots.  If people said we needed to get rid of cars so horse owners can still make a living, does this make sense to you? 

The world is at a critical juncture, an inflection point of globalization and Digital Revolution (akin to the Industrial Revolution).  The last globalization ended in WWII, now added Digital Revolution to the mix.......

And please, don't raise girls as a princess, forcryingoutloud!!! 
 

Instead of the continuation of “survival of the fittest” since the beginning of life forms, human should evolve to the next level where human will focus on aspirations, where human are free and focus on innovation, creation, etc; instead of trying to survive and pay the bills.

 

So, what am I saying?  That citizen should have a mean to live on while doing creative things.  Some of the more advance countries in Europe are ahead of us, such as Switzerland “Every month, every Swiss person would receive a check from the government, no matter how rich or poor, how hardworking or lazy, how old or young. Poverty would disappear “.http://nyti.ms/1yLAJh0

 

Communism failed, and so will laissez faire economics/capitalism, even partially implemented had resulted in the 2008 Global Financial Systemic meltdown begun by Reagan that resulted in the current loss of the Middle Class, and worsen by globalization and the Digital Revolution, also contribute to the dismantle of Glass–Steagall that resulted in the 2008 Global meltdown.  Another word, laissez faire economics is saying that Wall Streeters such as Gordon Gekko will do the right thing for society.

 

De-regulation, akin to Google saying the growth is slowing, let’s go back to doing things during the startup days.  You see how scary that is?

 

Case in point of laissez faire economics/capitalism where there is no law or regulation, apply to sports such as Football where everything goes, who will win the Super bowl if there is no rules?  Or the Olympics where Russia used every means to win, and now caught cheating using drugs.

 

Countries such as Japan and South Korea where a few companies dominated the economy and the only game in town, citizen are essentially slaves to those companies; what happened when you realized you are just a slave?  I’ve worked for 2 Japanese tech companies in the Silicon Valley, one of the managers just came from Japan 6 months ago, could barely speak English, told me the word I used “concise” is not a word.  Did I mention most of the males in the Silicon Valley could barely walk and chew gum at the same time, those from Asia couldn’t tell a toaster from a computer, yet when I completed one of the most complex chip process projects on time and within budget, the males from Asia took the credit, I was fired, and scums rise to the top and the Silicon Valley are now full of scums in top level management, just like the novel “Lord of the Flies”.  Then tech talking heads keep saying they can’t find qualified American candidates, need more H1Bs, and been using sophistries and logical fallacy to justify why so women in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry. (http://casesynopsis.blogspot.com/2016/01/logical-fallacy.html)

 

Countries with weak central government such as Mexico, India, etc, where a few men are filthy rich, and the rest of the population are dirt poor, because like Microsoft, they used their power to ensure they will dominated the market, especially those connected to the top government officials; unlike America where we had a strong Middle Class, and so we have the most Billionaires, and the most educated that led to the most aspired population (ie  Sci-Fi and TV shows such as Star Trek) that led to the most innovative country.

 

Microsoft had dominated the software since the 1980s.  It used it’s dominancy to destroy every software initiatives that might threatened Microsoft’s dominancy such as Linux and oh so many software startups, and lives destroyed in the process.  I didn’t want to go into software because there were so few jobs.

 

Europe was decentralized, and decided to form the European Union after realizing they can’t compete.  Also, Putin has been using divide and conquer in Europe.  If Bannon had read “The Art of War”, he should know this.

 

Bannon also should think about how a decentralized government similar to Europe competes with Russia and China. 

 

Neither Communism nor Laissez Faire economics/capitalism had taken human nature into consideration, therefore is dorm to fail. 

 

And Bannon’s boss’s antic of grabbing women’s genital is part of this “survival of the fittest” that is motivated by the most primitive instinct - to procreate to ensure the survival of our species.  

Stalked by an Asian male

As I look for gifts in TJMaxx, this Asian male in his 20s and 30s, wearing green clothes, keep looking in my direction while pretend to be shopping. 

I didn't feel safe and left.