Every time I heard beheading, I felt a sharp pain in my slit throat

Every time when the 2 American journalists, James Foleys and  Steven Sotloff   were mentioned, and saw the beheading video, I feel sharp pains where my throat was slit, an attempted beheading.

I bleed more than James Foleys after he was beheaded.


Every morning I look at the mirror, I saw the turkey neck the resulted of the attempted beheading.