Against illegal immigration and H1B

I am for LEGAL immigration.  That being said......

H1Bs and illegal immigrants from Asia targeted me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, and everywhere I went since, including now in the DC metro such as the Patent and Trademark Office, by Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women.  They are also threatening the old legal immigrants in Chinatown, just as Islamic terrorists did to the Muslim community or criminals, gang and drug smugglers been doing to the Hispanic/Latino community.  No law obeying citizens, especially legal immigrant communities should embrace illegal immigration because it is used by criminals, or aggressors such as those been targeting me since the 1990s.

It is sad all around for the deported and the law enforcement.  All because someone decided to do something illegal (what part of the illegal don’t you understand?  Is this the land of law and order, or certain groups of people don’t have to obey our laws and can kill, raped and sell drugs anywhere they want, because they are special? What message are we sending? Do illegal immigrants have any respect for our laws?); and tax payers have to foot the bill.  The money could have better use such as to pay for education or Obamacare.

Speaking of education, the K12 system should send Mark Zuckerberg the bill for educating the “Dreamers” that came after the bill was signed by Obama.  They basically overwhelmed the K12 system, and now gang killings.

Most people are for LEGAL immigration.  In order to immigrate to the US legally, one must NOT have any criminal record.  Yet the first thing illegal immigrants did was to broke our law, that said a lot about the character of the person.  In term, gives a message that our laws don’t apply to the illegal immigrants, only to US citizens.  This is why all legal immigrants should be against illegal immigration as some bad elements amount the illegal immigrants give us legal immigrants a bad name, just like Islamic terrorists give Muslim a bad name or bad cops toward good cops.

My parents had to wait for over 10 years to immigrate to the US LEGALLY.  If they decided to do the illegal thing and disrespect our adopted new home, I would’ve been born here and been an anchor baby.


Every White, Black, Asian American broke the law, has to go to jail when the law required, that break up families, why are the Hispanic/Latino so special?


When the gains were made during the crime, criminals have to forfeits those.  This is not required of the Hispanic/Latinos; instead they got a free ticket home and now can apply for legal immigration.  They are far better off after spending years, if not decades in the US, before they illegally immigrated, and are far better off than those in their homeland that followed the laws.

 

Are we a Law and Order country, or that the Hispanic/Latino don’t have to follow our country’s Law and Order?

Deporting criminals is not enough.  The anti-West and Anti-Americans should be deported too, especially those had shown such hatred toward Americans and Asian-Americans such as I, by people from Asia in the Silicon Valley, NYC’s Chinatown, and now the DC metro.  Most of them were here illegally since the 1990s that consisted of criminals wanted in Asia such as China and government operatives; understand that most of Asia were so poor, they barely have enough to eat.  Only the well-connected to the government could afford to pay for education (think India or Southeast Asia), or in communist countries such China or Cambodia, only the top communist party members’ children were allowed to go to college.  Others used falsified paper.  How many had heard of computer in the 1990s in Asia, or you – Americans, for that matter?  Yet they were in the Silicon Valley where my managers forced me to train these H1Bs that couldn’t tell a toaster from a computer, and took all credits for completing one of the most complex projects in chip development by demonized and make me into public enemy #1 everywhere I went since, from the San Francisco Bay Area, to the whole tech industry, then NYC and now the DC metro such as in the Patent and Trademark Office where Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women targeted me the first I started the job, as well every place I volunteered for the last 5 years. 

In short, these were the people that created propaganda to control the 3+ billions of Asian in Asia, and been practicing the “Game of Throne” all their live as top government official in Asia (think North Korea where the Uncle and now half-brother of Kim are executed or assassinated).  Asia’s deplorable condition is NOT the resulted of incompetency, but rampant predatory practices, ie: India; as most people from India are doing very well here in America, they are also instrumental in ousting me in the Silicon Valley/Tech, along with most of the people from Asia.

I was working with them in the Silicon Valley, where they attacked me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s.  They had hacked every American company and government agency as you know by now, which I warned since 2004, also said this “we are not in Kansas anymore”. 

My aspiration to be a transhumanist to advance the human race that I had worked 3 jobs every summer since High School, completely shuttered by these anti-West/anti-American malefactors from Asia, who perceived me as an Americanized Asian woman.  They also had 2 failed beheadings on me meant to kill me (see pic).  The Silicon Valley still advocating for more H1Bs from Asia, such bunch of greedy snake oil salesmen that pretend to be do-gooders.  They deserved to have all their trade secrets stolen and make into public enemy #1, just as these from Asia been doing to me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, then NYC and now the DC metro.

People such as my parents and I followed the laws, didn’t have enough to eat when I was a child, and worked 3 jobs every summer since High School such I could continue with education, while Hispanic/Latino bilango teachers took our free breakfast to give it their students.  In Junior High where 70+% of the students were Hispanic/Latinos, teachers couldn’t teach because of disruption created by Hispanic/Latino students. The Hispanic/Latino had given every advantage in America, for decades

 

I do not wanted these malefactors from Asia to plague us Asian-Americans like the Islamic terrorists plagued the whole Muslim community, criminals, gangs and drug smugglers plagued the Hispanic communities, or bad cops plagued good cops. 

 

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Got spit on

while biking, by a government construction worker working on the street bike path, he said (sounds like in his 20s or 30s) in a Spanish accent that I support banning illegal immigrant, while another older voice said "because she is smart, they hate her".

Something bad is going to happen

to me.

I am feeling uneasy, jumpy and restless, a omen before something bad happened to me, usually.

Before my wrongful termination by the Patent and Trademark Office, I had nightmares leading up to the wrongful termination.

Steve Bannon

I crossed path with him in a hallway in the Pentagon/Crystal City area while canvassing for Hillary.  He left an impression, considered how many people I talked to while canvassing in all those high-rise buildings.  I didn't know who he was then.

I had encounter numerous 35+White males that were extremely nasty, to the point where I was concerned for my safety, and had asked the field organizer rather they have lawyers in place in case something happened.  Yet I continue canvassing for Hillary nevertheless. 

He greeted me first when crossed path without any implicit bias, an Asian woman as perceived by most White people.  So I wanted to know why he didn't have an implicit bias toward me like any typical older White people and/or someone lived a sheltered life, which is the majority in Arlington, VA.  I couldn't believed how much bias against me here at the footstep of the World Capital - the White House.  Young people are used to Asian-Americans, but not the older ones or those from less diverse places. 

Your impression of me (a Chinese American woman) tells me who you are and where you've been.

When I went canvassing, I dressed like someone has high ideals, yet some people still took me as illegal immigrant and out supported illegal immigration, including some Dems.  I am against illegal immigration (what part of the illegal don't you understand?) and H1Bs as many came from Asia have been attacking me relentlessly since the 1990s, for being Americanized,

Bannon looks like he's been around, not sheltered...... an unusual person with an independent thinking.

Why large % of Asian women in the STEM field

The best way to explain this is.....no one told me girls can't do math.

Asians were so low in the food chain that most people didn't even bother with us, so there wasn't a concerted effort to keep us down, except by other Asians from a different region of Asia such as Chinese, Indian, Vietnamese, Japanese, Korean, Pacific islanders, etc.  In similar manner as Europe where the French, Brit, German, Italian, etc discriminated against each other, but worst as Asia is still a 3rd world culture, including Japan. 

Another word, no one told us that women can't do math or STEM.  It is a Western belief.  On the contrary, in recent years, there is a belief that Asians are good at math, which re-enforce more Asians to go into the STEM field.  This wasn't as pervasive as when I was in the K-12 in the 1970s-1980s. 

Don't forget that women pioneered computer programming, but have been deliberately kept out of history.

Since the beginning of time, women conditioned to a role of parasitic existence that rely on men to survive, because of the hunting and gathering survival of the fittest world where muscle ruled; while women rely on their wits to survive.  Today's world is such that "brain over brawn", and women have been using our brain to survive since the beginning of time, unlike men where muscle is the first thing comes to their mind......ummm, rather, 2nd thing comes to mind.  1st thing has always been the urge to breed, aka a breeder.  Such urge been the root of wars.  It is the reason for every live form's existence, from a plant to a virus - to ensure the survival of the species.  The survival of the fittest society will continue until we change to a new paradigm- to a society where people are free to pursue their aspiration, regardless gender, color, creed, etc.  Such society is more and more a reality as robot become common to do the jobs human doesn't want.  In an aspirational society, a living stipend provided to every one by the government whether the person is working or not is one suggestion as we heading toward a robotic future.  In such society, people are free to start their company; a safety net is there to catch them if they failed.  Also, in an aspirational society, people are free to pursue their intellectual curiosity, artistic pursue, or just be a bum if one so desires.  Males will continue to dominate the Darwin Awards' top list. 

Don't let conventional believes such as girls can't do math, women are not wired to think technically, etc, to keep women down!  Women are far better at using our brain then men.  Men are far better at using muscle then women.  As an engineer, I can tell you women are equally good, if not better at STEM.  Women tend to give up easily because they were make to believe women are good at tech, while males persevered.  Fewer women in Tech also because society believed women are not wired to understand tech.

An acquaintance's boyfriend locked his dog in a cage since the dog was a puppy.  We adopted the dog and let it free, the dog just stayed in the cage because it didn't know how to walk nor it could stand for lack of muscle.



Now that Asian known as the model immigrant (I had relatives emigrated to America in the 1800s, just like most Europeans emigrated to America, in face of the Chinese Exclusion Act), I like model citizen, there are already backlashes. 

So how low the food chain was the Asian at?  It was so low that even the Hispanics were picking on us.  The Hispanic bilingual teachers had tried to take away me and my siblings' free meals when I was in elementary school.  The principal stepped in and saved the free lunch but not the free breakfast.  Now you know why Asian kids are mostly skinny bones and Hispanic kids are fat and big.  This actually motivated us to work harder in school for a brighter future; also our f@#& you.  Recent Asians from Asia had never had to experience this and would never understand this types of racism.  My Hispanic friends had taught me how to curse in Spanish so I could defend myself.

So, Paul Rodriguez, the supervisor I had while employed by the Patent and Trademark Office didn't have any technical background, and was a salesmen prior to this job, set me up for termination from the get-go, a pioneer in the Emulation field of patent class 703 where Rodriguez was the supervisor, an Applied Physics researcher with published paper, as an EE adjunct, a Master's in EE, and outstanding accomplishments in the Tech field throughout my career; as much .  The Hispanic/Latino had given every advantage for decades, at least since the 1970s, hence why such large population today, and Rodriguez was hired without any technical background and promoted to be a supervisor, what did he do with such opportunity?  He systemically terminated every woman and Asians under his management.

Another phenomena that contribute to more Asians, or English as a 2nd language kids/young adults, is that we can't compete in a field where there is a demand in the fluency of the English language, but math or STEM is an exception; the gap can be overcome.  While kids fluent in the English language didn't have to make an effort to continue in fields other then math or STEM, the path of least resistance. 

See?!

If our society put athletes, actors and singers as heroes, guess what?  Your kids want to be them.

Why didn't I got involved in drugs?  I couldn't even afford to buy pizza, and had to work 3 jobs every summer since High School when I was beginning to experiment with life.  Reading kept me grounded.

In short, you are/society/social norm/conventional believes keeping your kids out of the STEM field, especially girls.  Math or STEM is like a 2nd language your kids have to learn.  Schools should given Math and Science the same weight as English, this is the only way to prepare America for the future.   

The few African-Americans that were hostile toward me were also hostile toward African-Americans, far less then Asians hostile toward me.  Another word, most African-Americans didn't have the innate predatory instinct of the Hispanics, Asians from Asia (case in point: wide spread of women engineers in the Silicon Valley preyed on by males from Asia) or Whites in America.  Understand that Asian is at the bottom of the food chain, and an economically disadvantage Asian girl/women are at the bottom of the Asian food chain, that was me, and one of the reasons why I was targeted.  Things may have changed now that Asian seen as a model immigrant/citizen, and used to justify discriminatory treatments toward African-Americans.

African-American is differ from Hispanic/Latinos because their family structure and community completely decimated by slavery.  It is like a kid growing up in a dysfunctional family, is a crap-shot.  Current immigrants from African with family and community structure completely intact are well-adjusted.

My family was so poor at when I was a child that we didn't have enough to eat, and even the Asians didn't like me because we were so poor.  You can tell from the pathetic clothes I wore back then.  I compensated for that in an outrageous way nowadays despite proclaimed a minimalist, unconsciously, mind you. 

For those who thinks all Asian women are "Tiger Mom" or looking for a "Tiger Mom" to marry, the author of  "Battle Hymn of the Tiger Mom"  Amy Chua "Tiger Mom"  (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amy_Chua) is the John M. Duff Jr. Professor of Law at Yale Law School.  Most of the people from Asia, young, old, male and female came from places that is not much different then North Korea, at best are the equivalent of Trailer Trash/White Trash, and ghetto Asians such as Michele Choi or Susanne Lo deliberately spread "fake news"/defamation against me to make me into public enemy #1,  to incite rape, physical harm, can't secure a job, fired soon if I did everywhere I went, from the Silicon Valley, NYC, to now the DC metro such as in the Patent and Trademark Office (http://casesynopsis.blogspot.com/), that I will have to marry one of these low life and live a miserable life, become a prostitute, homeless, or killed myself.  These were their intentions, so do you want to work, live next to, or marry a psychopath/sociopath such as these?  In order to achieve of making me into public enemy #1 all over the US, these people from Asia  are using social media in a well-organized and well-planned way, by a large percentage of the people from Asia, the core in this are H1Bs in tech and illegal immigrants using falsified paper; just as in this UMD Chinese student, Duke Chinese student, etc, by Asian operatives and Asian version of the KKK where propaganda have been used to control their citizens for decades just as in North Korea; from the Silicon Valley, tech industry, NYC, now the USPTO/NoVa/DC metro. 

fyi, as a scientist in training that aspired to be a Transhumanist, I am very good at doing this kinds of a posteriori analysis using empirical data, not hypes, conventional/stereotyping thinking or beliefs. 

Because Asians all look alike to most Americans, especially those from the hinterlands, and those still stuck in the 1950s of the Silicon Valley/Tech industry/USPTO, that all Asians, including Asian-Americans are seen as a fresh-off-the-boat Asians, not realizing that I grew up in NYC and had already had the equivalent of 20 years of working experiences in various industry from supermarkets, restaurants/motel, Wall St, to academically as an adjunct and as an Applied Physics research; most of these from Asia came from a privileged family and/or well-connected to the government if not government official family, and never worked a day in their lives and often still dressed by their Mom or servant.  And so suddenly, since the late 1990s, a sudden surge of demand for people from Asia that now dominated the Silicon Valley and the Tech industry, and the USPTO since I was there.; that it was these people from Asia instrumental in using fake news to make me into public enemy #1 because they perceived me as an Americanized Asian woman, and therefore dare to excel in jobs over the males.   You can't make this stuff up!

Using words to communicate is really slowing me down.  I think in pictures, like watching a movie.  In order for me to tell someone my thoughts, I have to slow down, think of a word, then tell the person what is in my mind.  Someday, we will use telepathy to communicate.   Scientist, Engineers, or anyone who uses their mind more often then her/his mouth often have difficulty of communicating.  This is just a fact of life, the more you use something, the better you are at it.  Genius is 1% inspiration, 99% perspiration.

After the failed beheading that slit my throat, I had trouble using my vocal core muscles, therefore losing my voice talking longer then 30+ minutes, or talking in general is problematic if I didn't use the muscle for a while.

 

As an Applied Physics researcher and an engineer

these people keep a close eye on me so I won't start a fire out of stupidity.

LandLord Hanna from Africa who told me her mother from an Africa village had caused a fired that burned down a house in Virginia because she put a cloth on a lamp and caused a fire.  Hanna thinks I am, a scientist and an engineer, just like her mother from an Africa village that didn't even have electricity.

Housemate Randall, a typical white dude from FL, probably doesn't have a college degree, that had shared a previous group housing arrangement, but now acting like he know-it-all but can't walk and chew gum at the same time, keeping a close eye on me because now he thinks I might start a fire; and that left an oven door open could caused fire, then he said "where do we going to live then?"  You can't make this stuff up.  It is an assault on intelligence.  Most likely asked by Hanna the landlord.

On the day we were moving in, Randall came to ask me to help him.  So I followed him to the garage, and the door was over shoot.  It was to my astonishment this could happen.  I suggested a few methods, one of stepping on the chairs laying around the garage.  He firmly said no, which I didn't know why.  Then our neighbor in the basement Betsy got home and saw us.  Betsy and her friend offer to help.  We were happy to accept.  Betsy asked who over shoot the garage door, Randall murmur something, but didn't admit he did it.  Then Betsy saw the chairs she was refurnishing was broken, and she asked who did it.  I didn't know so I didn't say anything.  Randall said he didn't know.  So I figured Betsy must've thought I was the one caused the garage door overshoot and broke her chair.  But common sense would know that I am not strong enough to cause the garage door overshoot or heavy enough to broke the chair.

Speaking of assault on intelligence, most of the males I had worked with and managers in the Silicon Valley were basically like this white guy that can barely walk and chew gum at the same time, often still dressed by his Mom, had never work a day in their lives prior to getting their degrees, especially those from Asia; yet because they were a male in the engineering field, they have a higher value and were promoted as my manager, when I had worked 3 jobs every summer since High School, the equivalent of 10-20 years of work experiences when I got my EE Master's degree.  Like Trump, these male managers just bark up an "executive order" and expected us to carry it out.  They have no idea what it takes to get the job done.  Then the talking heads of the Silicon Valley been complained they couldn't find qualified American candidate.  This Randall just brought up all those assaults on intelligence all over again. \

As a matter of fact, working environment in the Silicon Valley was far worst then the movie "Office".

Then this neighbor Betsy from the Mid West......

As an Asian and a woman, I had to endure this kinds of discrimination everywhere I went.  And I do mean everywhere I went.

Trump is implementing policies I advocated since 2004

Bring back manufacturing jobs, which I advocate since 2004 when the Tech industry offshoring and outsourcing.  I asked then who is going to pay for tax and buy stuffs?  I re-emphasized this point in 2008 when 800K jobs lost for months, also spending on infrastructure to create jobs.

 

He also wanted to limit H1Bs, which I advocated since 2004 (posts were on Craigslist.org).

The Tech industry used sophistries such as we can't hired qualified American candidates to hire more H1Bs, or Americans are too smart to work in factory, to justify above.

 

I like what Trump said about fair trade, ie Japan sell their cars here freely, but American couldn’t do the same in Japan. 

He asked the businesses in their respective fields what it takes to bring back jobs or create jobs.  This is a good start.

Trump said commonsense economics.  He is going after my heart

Liberal Elites missed

the raise of Alt-Right that got Trump into Office.

And now the Women's March. 

 

An old white male just spit

when I biked by him in a trail. 

Most likely because of the PINK jersey I was wearing that signify the Women's March from yesterday. 

A Trump supporter?

I grew up being discriminated like this, including by Asians, nothing new.

Why we are progressing so slowly

because it is NOT a meritocracy based, but mostly the lowest common denominator got promoted, particularly in the Silicon Valley where if you are a male, where most can't walked or chewed gum at the same time got promoted, and were my managers.  And now the Patent and Trademark Office.

Looking for a China man wife

Where ever I go, there are always these vulture like White males, mostly old, circling around me like vulture circling a carrion.  Since they had strikeout by White women, they thought a China man is an easy catch, and must've flattered by  attention from a White man.  This got worst after they heard "no one wanted her" from thugs from Asia, male and female alike, then sexual harassment and rape threats ensued.  That's why I had to leave volunteering position such as Bikes for the World.  This kinds of fake news/defamation will only get worst and will eventually resulted in physical harms by these desperate old White males who believed the fake news.  When they didn't get what they want, they will resulted to force as they see me as a China man, but not to a White woman.

These are the bottom of the barrel losers in every way who think they, White males, are superior then me, a China man.  These White males mostly looking for an indenture servant also serve as their sex partner as they never had one, without pay.

In this Women's March, there are these White males being there just to take advantage of fact that there are so many women, they think they could find a wife.

I am only as good as you are

Another word, the more knowledgeable you are, the better you will understand me.  Case in point, warning of stealing of trade secrets by people from Asia since 2004.  Now, in this election, the detrimental of defamation/propaganda/fake news that I wanted the Patent and Trademark Office to understand and alert the intelligent agencies.

If you don't understand what it takes to do a job, how do you know how good I am when I got the job on time and within budget from scratch; while, still, no one could do, even today.

I am a reflection of who you are.   If you lived a sheltered live, you will see me as a stereotypical Asian.  If you are a closet racist, you will see me as a China man. 

In short, how you treated me tells me who you are.  You can't lie.

The beginning of a Wild Wild West era

I used to referring to Asia as the Wild Wild East during the period of 1990s to 2000s.

Now the world is in a Wild Wild West era while the Digital Revolution coincided with the Globalization; an uncharted new era. 

I am at the front of such era; and that's why I was able to see and experienced the good and the bad (fake news, defamation, social media, cultural crash between the East and the West, as well the world social media, etc)

Those that mastered the science and technology, will be the master of the future, rather is a country or a person.

Using the oven can cause fire, per housemate

I was using the oven to toast my pastry because we don't have a toaster oven.  So one of the housemates texted saying it is going to cause fire, where will we going to live then?  This response came after I said I was a scientist and an engineer.

This housemate is a typical White male, probably had never use the oven and could barely knows how to use the toaster.  Of course, he sees me as a China man, and as a White male, conventional beliefs that he knows more and better then me like most White males I've encounter all my life. 

Simply put, in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry that's including the UPSTO's technology branch promoted males despite most couldn't dressed himself to manage me.  So I tried to manage these clueless males by detailing in my weekly reports so that they know what was going in my projects and understand what I was doing as most couldn't wrap their head around the complexity of emulations, and respectful while treated with disdain and/or sexually harassed for being a woman in the tech field.  God, long story.........
 

If look could kill

As I was waiting to board the bus in NYC street to Washington DC, 2 young women from Asia staring at me with hatreds as if I killed their mother, while walking toward me, passing other people waiting on the same line until they passed me.  I had never met them in my life. 

How do I know they are from Asia?  The way they dressed and demeanor.  Also how people from Asia knew I grew up in the West.  Yes, I know, I know, all Asians look alike to none Asians, whether they are Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Thai, Vietnamese, Philippino, etc. 

People should NOT stereotype this people from Asia as if they we are still in the 1950s.  This is a NEW WORLD, and should be treating them based on their action - anti-West 3rd Worlders, thugs at best!  Most of these people-from-Asia are here to get rich, at any cost, hence all the hackings and stealing of trade secrets.  This is their gold rush.  Don't flattered yourself thinking they liked Americans. or the West.

Taking words at face value

By people one had never met in one's life.

Such as Trump that makeup most of the stuffs he said during the Presidential debates, while it is well-known he has many skeletons in his closet.

Or people from Asia that immigrated here from countries that was not much different than North Korea.  Yet Americans took their defamations against me at face value, an Asian-American and a woman,  and helped them ruined everything that I worked 3 jobs every summer since High school to built.

While I worked nearly 24/7 with outstanding accomplishments throughout my professional career and academically.

One should never take a stranger's word at face value until such person proven trustworthy,  and is via actions - action speaks louder then words.

One should never assume a stranger shares your values or American values.

No longer safe volunteering

for Bikes for the World.

The defamations started soon after the first time the people-from-Asia saw me in the warehouse,  and spread to the employees and volunteers,  where they helped spread the defamations.

As the result, I've treated like a petty thief, and experiencing sexual harassments.  This also said a lot about the people who believed the people-from-Asia's word at face value, that had never me in their lives.

If I am White, this wouldn't have happened.  As an Asian-American woman,  I am being treated like a petty thief and sexually harassed, an aspired transhumanist/scientist /professor that taught engineering class in college, also one of the engineers that built the computer in the 1990s.

I will limited my volunteer for this non-profit,  only go on selected volunteering events where there are low probably of people-from-Asia show up, or not too many people in that event.

Previous volunteerings that I had to stop due to the reason-no longer safe due to defamations by people from Asia,  also resulted in make into public enemy #1, unable secure a job, fired soon if I did such as in the Patent and Trademark Office, or long lasting volunteering, as well sexual harassments and rape threats that now manifested in 2 failed beheadings are:
     -Fairfax County Court
     -Phoenix Bikes
    
Now Computer CORE and Bikes for the World are also in jeapody.

Gave away a $100+ french perfume

Someone gave me a perfume her friend brought her all the way from France.  She gave it to me because I was kind to her and didn't look down at her.   I refused to accept it because it is an insult to me as if I  was  selling my kindness or friendship.   She  insisted on giving it to me nevertheless,  in the Chinese / Vietnamese's way, using force.

So now I don't get in touch with her, and gave away this gift to a neighbor in the basement, in this new place I just moved to.

I don't want anything I didn't pay for or worked for, even if I can only afford to pay a penny.

Why my father abused my Mom for 35 + years

He treated my Mom like a slave.  She works and cleans after him, served his foods on a platter; and he verbally and psychologically abused her, just as people from Asia did to me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, as well the first month started my job with the Patent and Trademark Office,  and everywhere I went.

I been asking my father why has he been treating Mom so badly.  Typically, he would say "you know nothing ", typical of misogynist males answer, like most males from Asia.

Recently(Xmas of 2016), he finally open up and told me that his Chinese subordinates (immigrants from Asia) from 35+years ago told him that my Mom was having an affair with 3 other males.  So I said his subordinates had never seen or met Mom, why did they say this about someone they had never met in their lives? You not only ruined your life, but also Mom's too. 

This is why I stayed away from people that come from Asia.  Most of them are evil.

My God, my father been abusing my Mom for 35+years because he took his Chinese subordinates words at face value, who had never seen nor met my Mom in their lives.  My Mom is someone as good it gets.  Mom wanted to leave him many times, if she was financially capable. 

Why I ensure I am self sufficient since High school.  For men, no matter how stupid and / or incompetent they are, they will always fine, and many had become millionaire or billionaire if they could walk and chew gum at the same time.  It is women such as I that paid for their stupidity, even though I didn't know these stupid males.

A White Guy college student

wanted me to help him as he said he has a baby at home while working a full time job.  I had never seen this guy.  This was back in college days.

I said he should find some one else to help him.  I was working 3 jobs at the time with a full time graduate class schedule.  I've been working 3 jobs since High school.

This White male probably thought like him, my parents paid for all my college expenses.  I think he has directed all sorts of bad things toward my direction afterwards , including scammers.

They still recognized me

I deliberately dressed down, yet, during grocery shopping, people in Chinatown still recognize me, how?

Another 2008 meltdown in 8 years

 or sooner, if Trump is a 2 term President;


I warned before the Presidential election that "beware of Nazi/Hitler character like get in the position of power"

We already seen the racists such as the Alt-Right are out publically promoting their hatreds. 

Japan - the ultimate Laissez Faire Capitalism

That now the whole country is slave to a few corporations; where the population dwindles and women don't want to marry Japanese men; but do you blame the women consider how demeaning women are treated in the Japanese culture?

If you are a slave, and look at other parts of the world/West where your hard works are reward; but in these Japanese corporations, only their kids are allowed to lead the corporations, do you still work hard to ensure the success the company?

Scam alert

scammers pretending to be an Insurance company and trying to get your personal info or get your credit card number.

What do I mean by Transhumanist

Human is still so primitive, we spend most of our awaken moment thinking about reproductive urges, feeding, clothing and sheltering ourselves, no time to allow our mind to evolve, to pursuit our aspiration.

I call this the breeders era, mainly motivated by basic instinct to ensure the survival of our species.  As such, human are cruel; and consider how I have been treated by most human, I see most killings or WWIII is no different then whipping out rats.  But human have a potential to be great as evidenced by me.  And so I try to ensure the human race will continue so human can evolved to a higher form

If we live in a world where we could pursuit our aspiration, human will certainly can evolved to a higher form of being.

I wanted to create such world, where robot and other technologies do the mundane things, and free us human to pursuit, to think, to wonder..........to aspire; an aspiration era to come.

This will blow your mind, if you want to know what the future will be, watch Year Million.


My interests in college were in Cold Fusion (consider radical in the scientific field, and careers been ruined for researchers in this topic), Superconductivity, Artificial Intelligent (aka AI, I had written a program using C in the late 1980s when C wasn't used to program AI), Optical Computing and Computer Architecture.  This is why I said I would've been crazier then Elon Musk, for those who understand what all above, including Star Trek's Transporter means for the human race.  This is how I envisioned the world 'can be' in Year Million when I was pursuing a PhD in Applied Physics, an aspired Transhumanist to advance the human race.  You see why I said IPhone is just a gadget.

Links on the Universe and Quantum Mechanics:
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-1/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-2/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-3/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-what-is-space/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-the-illusion-of-time/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-what-is-space-1/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-quantum-leap/ 
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-universe-or-multiverse/

Human’s next challenge should be “to go where no human has gone before"; understand that earth will eventually destroy either by gravitational pulls into the Sun, asteroids, WWIII, etc; NOT to enable dirty old men get rich so they could grab women’s genital or watch naked teenage girls changing in beauty contests; or buy teenage girls as sex slaves and imported from India using H1B, by Indian dirty old businessmen in the Silicon Valley. 

Your Physics Professor didn't tell you that earth is being slowly pull toward the sun, and will eventual be destroy by the sun, if earth didn't destroy by an asteroid first?  You see why most scientists worth their salt have a different perspective on life, don't really care much about the superficial material world that held dare by the likes of Trump, except to fund our aspiration and innovation.  You are going to die and you can't take it with you.  Your molecules will scatter all over earth, and you might be breathing in one of Einstein's molecule now.

The eventual solution for the eventual destruction of earth is that we will be looking for habitable planets, and colonialized those planet, while those who chose to stay on a spaceship will do so as the spaceship flow through space aimlessly.

 

I posted on Washington Post's comment section

“deconstruction of the administrative state.” 

So that’s what Bannon is up to: small and decentralized government; another word, back to the old Wild Wild West era where only the strongest and the meanest survived.  This is just soooo old school, and would’ve been ahead of its time during the Clinton/Bush 41 Presidency; but is so outdated for today and the future.  If Bannon indeed read all those books, he should understand this.  Bannon should use this opportunity to prepare the population for the future where most jobs will be performed by robots.  If people said we needed to get rid of cars so horse owners can still make a living, does this make sense to you? 

The world is at a critical juncture, an inflection point of globalization and Digital Revolution (akin to the Industrial Revolution).  The last globalization ended in WWII, now added Digital Revolution to the mix.......

And please, don't raise girls as a princess, forcryingoutloud!!! 
 

Instead of the continuation of “survival of the fittest” since the beginning of life forms, human should evolve to the next level where human will focus on aspirations, where human are free and focus on innovation, creation, etc; instead of trying to survive and pay the bills.

 

So, what am I saying?  That citizen should have a mean to live on while doing creative things.  Some of the more advance countries in Europe are ahead of us, such as Switzerland “Every month, every Swiss person would receive a check from the government, no matter how rich or poor, how hardworking or lazy, how old or young. Poverty would disappear “.http://nyti.ms/1yLAJh0

 

Communism failed, and so will laissez faire economics/capitalism, even partially implemented had resulted in the 2008 Global Financial Systemic meltdown begun by Reagan that resulted in the current loss of the Middle Class, and worsen by globalization and the Digital Revolution, also contribute to the dismantle of Glass–Steagall that resulted in the 2008 Global meltdown.  Another word, laissez faire economics is saying that Wall Streeters such as Gordon Gekko will do the right thing for society.

 

De-regulation, akin to Google saying the growth is slowing, let’s go back to doing things during the startup days.  You see how scary that is?

 

Case in point of laissez faire economics/capitalism where there is no law or regulation, apply to sports such as Football where everything goes, who will win the Super bowl if there is no rules?  Or the Olympics where Russia used every means to win, and now caught cheating using drugs.

 

Countries such as Japan and South Korea where a few companies dominated the economy and the only game in town, citizen are essentially slaves to those companies; what happened when you realized you are just a slave?  I’ve worked for 2 Japanese tech companies in the Silicon Valley, one of the managers just came from Japan 6 months ago, could barely speak English, told me the word I used “concise” is not a word.  Did I mention most of the males in the Silicon Valley could barely walk and chew gum at the same time, those from Asia couldn’t tell a toaster from a computer, yet when I completed one of the most complex chip process projects on time and within budget, the males from Asia took the credit, I was fired, and scums rise to the top and the Silicon Valley are now full of scums in top level management, just like the novel “Lord of the Flies”.  Then tech talking heads keep saying they can’t find qualified American candidates, need more H1Bs, and been using sophistries and logical fallacy to justify why so women in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry. (http://casesynopsis.blogspot.com/2016/01/logical-fallacy.html)

 

Countries with weak central government such as Mexico, India, etc, where a few men are filthy rich, and the rest of the population are dirt poor, because like Microsoft, they used their power to ensure they will dominated the market, especially those connected to the top government officials; unlike America where we had a strong Middle Class, and so we have the most Billionaires, and the most educated that led to the most aspired population (ie  Sci-Fi and TV shows such as Star Trek) that led to the most innovative country.

 

Microsoft had dominated the software since the 1980s.  It used it’s dominancy to destroy every software initiatives that might threatened Microsoft’s dominancy such as Linux and oh so many software startups, and lives destroyed in the process.  I didn’t want to go into software because there were so few jobs.

 

Europe was decentralized, and decided to form the European Union after realizing they can’t compete.  Also, Putin has been using divide and conquer in Europe.  If Bannon had read “The Art of War”, he should know this.

 

Bannon also should think about how a decentralized government similar to Europe competes with Russia and China. 

 

Neither Communism nor Laissez Faire economics/capitalism had taken human nature into consideration, therefore is dorm to fail. 

 

And Bannon’s boss’s antic of grabbing women’s genital is part of this “survival of the fittest” that is motivated by the most primitive instinct - to procreate to ensure the survival of our species.  

Stalked by an Asian male

As I look for gifts in TJMaxx, this Asian male in his 20s and 30s, wearing green clothes, keep looking in my direction while pretend to be shopping. 

I didn't feel safe and left.

The latest propaganda against me

"she's a racist", in 2016.   Previous propaganda that make me into public enemy #1

Mostly by Asian women from China, Taiwan, Vietnam, and now Korean in college age, often fresh-off-the-boat type.  They were telling a white male they were with at the time that looks like they were dating or in a romantic relationship. 

If these White males were looking for a Tiger Mom.  They are going to be in a big surprise.  I don't think they have any idea what they are getting themselves into.  The first glimpse into who these Asian women are is by looking at how they attack someone (me) they had never met in their life.  They knew full well what it means to call a racist that make a person into public enemy #1, someone (me) they had never met in their life, just a chance cross-path with, or the white male they were with happened to look at me.  This should send chill up your spine, if you have one.  http://nypost.com/2015/01/13/wife-chops-off-cheating-husbands-penis-twice/
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2351034/Woman-sentenced-life-cutting-husbands-penis--7-years.html

It should be noted that the author of Tiger Mom is a Yale law Professor, so why are these White males assumed all these women from 3rd World Asia are a Tiger Mom, a highly sophisticated law professor just like the author? Well, when these White males see an Asian women, they assumed it must be a Tiger Mom.  You can't make this up!!! 

So now these white males will be used like cheap tools to do the dirty deeds for these perceived Tiger Moms, and spread the propaganda of "she's a racist" around for them, and attack me where ever I go.

Assuming all Asian women are Tiger Mom is akin to assuming all American women are Leave it to Beaver's Mom or Brady Bunch's Mom.

Trump won because

Confluence of many forces.  The tale-tell is who voted, mainly the redneck counties in the Mid West and the South, and mostly 35+ White males as the electoral-college.

FYI, I volunteered to canvass for Hillary as soon as Trump became the GOP's Presidential candidate.  I had warned in WaPo when Trump was the finalist on the GOP's Presidential ticket "current condition is conducive to Nazi like characters to get in the position of power".  Since I knew ahead of time, and did my best to prevent the worst, including canvassing for Hillary while suffering from PTSD of afraid of people from Asia and leaving the house, to the point during canvassing, I was so afraid to be out that I sweat and my body shake, that I had to go to a stair way to get over the fear, yet I continue for months without stopping; I was not surprised Trump won.

The major contribution to Trump won was the social media, aka information war.  Like Pizzagate, Gamergate, and my case of making me - an aspired Transhumunist, a public enemy #1; Alt-Right such as Breitbart (http://bzfd.it/2y0emcM) incited those with the following hidden resentments (racism, sexism, etc) that is not allowed to express openly; but I knew because I personally experienced as an Asian woman engineer that targeted by Asian operatives using fake news.

   -  Dem's 8 years of Presidency term is over.
   -  Hillary's team adopted what they thought was Obama's win in 2008: a young White guy with an old White guy ran Obama's campaign without understand really why Obama won; that's because most of the team members were tokens without substance; while an empty suit without substance (males version of Paris Hilton), a braggart and a dirty old man won because 80-90% of Americans will believed anything anybody say.  If someone said it, they will believed; as I learned working in the Silicon Valley and the Patent and Trademark Office, that being spread in the NYC as well the DC metro.
   -  Hillary's team consisted of tyrants that fired people who tried to warn of wrong-doing such as the email server, such person, a she, was terminated by her supervisor, also a she; her civil case was dismissed and she didn't get her justice.  I came across her lawsuit while doing research for my case of employment discrimination by the Patent and Trademark Office.  Hillary has a choice of what kinds of people she should hired.  At least Trump knew he has to hire the right people to do the job.
   -  Parts of America are not ready for a woman in position of power; just as the Silicon Valley/Tech/STEM/USPTO are not ready for women to be more competent technically then males.

   - Republican party proclaimed to the first Black President a one term President the 1st month he took office, and did everything they could; instead of better their constituents lives who are losing their job, can't pay the mortgage and going homeless.  Trump is not from the establishment.

   - decades of Fox news anti government and minorities propaganda.  Who would deliberately weaken their own country?
   - Americans, White and non-white such as I, been under attacked by people from other parts of the world, mostly illegal such as those from Asia in my case (http://eeoccase.blogspot.com/) that not only make me into public enemy #1, but also 2 failed beheading on me.  We had reached critical mass.

   - Globalization (last globalization resulted in the demised of the East, the raised of the West and Nazi that ended in WWII.  2008 Global Financial Systemic Meltdown had put WWIII on the table) and the digital revolution - equivalent of the Industrial Revolution that resulted in massive shift in economic prosperity, while parts of America are still living like the 1950s, the term "Make America great again" is very appealing to them.

-  A woman candidate (breaking the statue quo) followed the First Black President (breaking the statue quo).  I was surprised the Democratic party make such choice.  The Tea Party was a sign.  The 2012 election won by a hair.  The likes of Tea Party finally got their message out to the rest of Hillbilly redneck counties of America, be it took 8 years.

 -  A woman candidate who's been demonized for decades, and is still married to Bill.  Hillary was the weakest link and a woman when Bill was raising up the rank  and became President, and none of the scandals sticked to Bill, hence the term Telfal Bill; and so Hillary became the lightening rod, the weakest link. 

   -  Comey's letter; because some people just needed some reason to go against Hillery.  They knew Trump is the wrong choice.

   -  Wikileak solely advantaged Trump and the Republican party.
   -   Fake News
   -   Reporters didn't do their job to vet Trump.  The media bosses knew many of Trump's skeletons.
   - Hillary had never learned to hire the right people to do the job, case in point was the RESET incident with Russia, then the Benghazi where some the best died. 
   -  Jon Stewart wasn't there to point out the ridiculous, and do the job of reporting.
   -  3rd Party Johnson gave people didn't want to vote for Trump a choice.
   -  inexperienced/haughty/out of touch  campaign heads.
   - Brexist taught them nothing.
   -  Trump ran his campaign as if he has nothing to lose.  He ran such that he can be in the "driver's seat" as said by one of his sons, in making deals.  Mainly to promote his TRUMP brand because his brand is on it way down, then someone (Minchin?) advised him to run for President because Trump has been braggart about running for years.  I said this because Trump and everyone around him have done everything to enrich themselves, including open a charity.  They didn't have a strategy other then incident racism and sexism that got the redneck counties of America's electoral-college voted for Trump.  Refusing to acknowledge racism and sexism exist don't mean they don't exist.  I've been enduring such every time I go out of my apt in Arlington, VA.  2 failed beheadings (see pic) on me by Asian coworkers working in the Patent and Trademark Office for being an Americanized Asian woman.
  - The only non-establishment from the Republican Party was voted by the people as the Presidential candidate, and now the President of the United States, despite Hillary Clinton won the popular vote.
  - Counties that traditionally voted for Dems, didn't this time; and were visited by Trump.
  - There were people didn't bother to vote because every news organization reported Hillary is going to win.  My housemate's church even told them Hillary was going to win.  There was also a report saying Trump's campaign didn't think he is going to win, which was a ploy, most likely came from Steve Bannon.
  - I was sent to canvass in many of the same locations multiple times.   People were so annoy they slammed the door at me, or even called the property manager to kick me out.  These people most likely take their name out of the Democratic party.
.......

 -The people couldn't believed Trump could win just as those couldn't believed a Black man could be elected as President.  They woke-up got organized, in addition to the establishment completely forgotten they were there to serve the people, not themselves. 

   -So why would someone such as Trump a bither?  He is not stupid.  Like so many Tea Partiers, they can't just come out and say "I hate having a Black man as the leader of the highest office that preside over me", so bither is just a pretext to take him down.  Now that Trump is the President, I am sure Obama feel the same way I did when my subordinates ousted me and took over the Emulation project.  It is a fitting punishment!!!  And they failed miserably, the company 3DFX that hired them went bankrupt soon after.  Those in the field recommended them said they just don't understand why, these people seem to didn't know anything; because they didn't think a woman could run one of the most complex bleeding edge projects in chip process, and was the only one the world could do such on time and within budget.


If Hillary won, women will experienced backlashes.  I hoped Hillary's lost will make women finally realized women are still being discriminated against, and it is still a man's world just like the 1950s, as I've been treated in the USPTO/Silicon Valley/Tech industry/bike world.

Despite sexual assaults on women, and on video saying grabbing women's pu**sy, in addition to saying in a rally gunned a person down on 5th Ave. and Trump would get away with it.  Trump is now the elected President.  Then there's Bill Clinton's womanizing "fake news" through out his Presidency campaign, and Monica Lewinsky; while all the "fake news" hurl toward Hillary Clinton were taken as facts, as if she is a lightening rod.

Now that sexist/misogynist realized how close a woman become President, and won by the popular votes, there will be a concerted effort to target any women that have the potential to be great, just as the Silicon Valley/Tech industry did to Ellen Pao and I.

During canvassing, many of the young women supported Bernie refused to vote for Hillary cited years of demonization of Hillary.  I was especially impressed with one young African American woman as she was very informed.  I told them being a women engineer that excelled in tech jobs over the males, I was targeted, demonized, make into public enemy #1 that now is all over the DC metro; there were also 2 failed beheadings here in Arlington VA.  I explained when women break the statue quo, in position of power, and/or successful, we are targeted and make into public enemy #1.  I gave them my blog.  Now that we know most of the Trump appointees for top government positions, I hoped women realized women and minorities Rights are at jeopardy. 

Looking at who voted for Trump, mainly the redneck part of the country.  They were voting for a White man.  I was surprised the Democratic party supported a woman - Hillary Clinton to be the next President.  Why I posted in Washington Post comment section the VP must be a White man, preferably Bloomberg.

Most Americans were surprised a Black man won the election in 2008.  No one expected that.  Since then, the likes of Tea Party tried to "make Obama a one term President".  They weren't organized enough in 2012.  But finally, they got organized in 2016.  

In essence, the likes of Tea Party in their mind, are "taking their country back" or  "make America great again".

Then a woman chosen to run again Trump.  Now not just the racist, sexist are mobilized to vote against a woman to be President.  Obama (Black) and Hillary (woman) are breaking the statue quo.

White well-off are still refused to acknowledge there are rampant racism and sexism.  It is akin to Paris Hilton trying to understand poverty.   I am experiencing racism and sexism every day here in Arlington/Alexandria, VA, including in a group home by people from a 3rd world and non-profits.  Look at the Executive branch -  Senate and the House, and even the President Aids are dominated by males. 

Disenfranchised White, mostly males, voted for Trump.  Disenfranchised Muslims become Islamic terrorist.

Here is what I’ve been saying since 2004 – We live in interesting time.

Here is a short version:

We are going through a globalization and digital revolution – the equivalent of the Industrial revolution, in addition to policies such as the Trickle-Down economics from the Reagan era, that worsen the gap between the rich and the poor as you see today.  Then the likes of Faux News keep telling their audience that the government is to blame, for decades.  Well, the Republican Party that held the House and Senate refused to sign any policy proposed by the Obama Admin meant (a Black man as President) to stimulate the economy, and said it out loud to make him a one term President.  And so polices such as Rebuild Infrastructure to create job never passed, and so White males suffered.  And so the rest of the country see the government is dysfunctional and not looking after their constituents.

Then a Black man elected for President.

The last globalization ended in WWI and WWII. 

The last 2008 Global Financial Systemic Meltdown put the possibility of WWIII on the table.  Also, when the Presidential Race begin, I warned here in WaPo comment section that “current condition is conducive to Nazi/Hilter like character get into the position of power”

But if is a man running against Trump, he would’ve blew Trump away.  Despite Hillary is the most qualified candidate, she lost; just as I had been experiencing in the STEM field my entire career.

For those still don’t believe are rampant racism and sexism, that’s why Hillary lost and Trump won.

Hillary won the poplars vote while Trump won the electoral-college vote, which is dominated by males, just like the House and the Senate of Republicans.

"To embarrass her"

So the defamation instigated and promulgated in the Patent and Trademark Office the first month I started the job, that begun as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, by people from Asia and ghetto Asians in a well organized and well-planned for over 20+ years, now saying they did this to me because "to embarrass her"; that would be akin to saying 911 was to embarrass Americans.

Trump ran his campaign

as if he has nothing to lose, that's why he spend so little money on his campaign.  He did not intended to win.  He ran for President mainly to be in the "driver's seat" as one of his son stated; most likely his business wasn't doing well.

How sick am I?

I ran out of money and had to borrow from a credit card Discover, they've been charging me ~$200 per month on INTEREST only for a  year now.  I still have to pay for the original amount of $10,000 I borrowed.

HOusemate from Middle East

I rented a truck to help me and other housemates to move as the landlord decided to sell the house.  This housemate from the Middle East keep treated me as if I can't drive as women don't drive in the Middle East.  I wanted to tell him that here in America, we drive more then we walk.

Another example of "you can take a 3rd worlder out of the 3rd world, but you can't take the 3rd world out of a 3rd worlder"

Beware of 911 again

During this transition of power, US is at it's most weakest, when the incoming President is not psychologically prepared for the job, hence why 911 happened.  Trump is not psychologically prepared, just as Bush 43.

I wanted to warn this as I did when Obama took office in 2008.  But it doesn't matter anymore, I don't have any feeling toward all these killing anymore; and I aspired and practiced as a transhumanist all my live.

Canvassing for Hillary

The older generation of educated women in their 60+ didn't need me to say anything.  They knew that women had been oppress as they themselves had, and as I has been experiencing in the Silicon Valley/Tech/USPTO and in Northern Virginia. 

White women under 60s seem to not aware that women are still being oppressed.  Most likely because they are not aware due to the subtlety and conventional beliefs, ie that women are not good in anything technical or mechanical.  Also, in their field, women achieve certain level of equality but NOT yet equal, they just weren't aware of or just didn't care.

May blamed for breaking the storage/garage

Amount all users in my current apt complex, I am the only Applied Physics researcher that had ran Lasers, an engineer that built the computer in the 1990s and ran multi-million$$ emulators the size of a refrigerator, but I may be the one to blame for breaking the garage because I am an Asian and a woman.

Breaking the status quo - bike

what if a woman such as I better at fixing bikes then the males, even in non-profits?

These people from Asia been defaming me in this bike non-profit, saying thing such as  "no one liked her; no one wanted her; she steals; etc", which all people working there reacted to such defamation soon after, and treated me as such, different then before these people from Asia shown up.

One of the Asian guys didn't even know how to unscrew, yet the non-profit took his words at face value, and didn't think I know anything about bikes; or just assumed women knows nothing about bikes.